I completely agree with all you say, just one theory I have (and it does NOT make Jodi any less guilty nor point to self-defense, BTW):
I believe she wanted to shoot him in the shower, clean and simple, be done with it. She had to get out of there quickly as she knew the room mate was due home. I think the gun jammed and he lunged out of the shower - she had to grab the knife and slaughter him, and create a mess, for fear he would run to the neighbors and her goose would be cooked.
I think this is where the "overkill" comes in. I think she was calm and calculated and beyond, well beyond rage, when she killed him. It was cold and premeditated, but I am sure she did not want to be bothered with a blood bath. :moo::moo:
I have to agree right back with you. I do think she was hoping to confine the crime to the shower and be able to wash down the scene and make a clean getaway so to speak. That didn't happen and she was desperate and furious, he was NOT going to walk away from her or send her away.
I think the overkill was because he didn't die as easily, quietly or in any way that she had planned. When she says that he said "F'ing kill you B@#%%" I can believe he said that. Now being a well spoken person, it leads me to believe his capacity to speak was impaired and those were the only real words he was able to get out and the rest was just the sounds of his anguish and pain and shock over being slaughtered.
He struggled to speak. He was dying, just not quickly enough and quietly enough for her.
It is just stunning to me that she thinks she was in anyway justified. She should have walked away from him long ago but instead she couldn't let him go and relentlessness perused him, stalked him and obsessed over him. It is creepy and terrifying to think that there are people like that out there but there are and she is a perfect example.
It was amazing to watch her behavior in the interrogation tapes. She was quite worried what everyone would think and know about her, yet she still continued her bizarre lies, behavior, primping and inappropriate comments such as telling the detective something like " You are so weird" but in a flirtatious way.
She obsessed over Travis and was obsessed with what others in his circle thought of her. It is just bizarre. She didn't fit in and it just ate away at her. They didn't care about her, just wanted her gone and they would have never given her another thought. But she couldn't walk away. She couldn't let them "win" (I guess).
And here she is, costing us millions in cost to "defend" her actions which are just inexcusable by any standards. If she thinks this is excusable then imagine all the creepy, stalking, manipulative she did to Travis and his friends. To her it was justifiable , she has no thoughts of other having a right to be left alone, or to have privacy or to not have to be forced to deal with her. In her mind, only SHE has rights and everyone else is supposed to just deal with it and let her have her way.
Umm, no, sorry lil miss sociopath, this is where you learn that this in NOT acceptable and you are put on a time out for the rest of your life so that others can live the lives without fear of what your psycho self will do the next time you feel "abused".
I'm just in a ranting mood today. I watch and read so much and absorb and then finally release it. Seriously I took my time writing this, walked away, did some cleaning and housework, reread my thoughts and added on. Ok, someone else's turn. I find everyone else's thoughts and contributions to this thread very valuable and insightful. Thanks everyone for speaking out.