katydid23
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Self harm did cross my mind a few times. I guess because she was still mourning two recent deaths of close friends.It was nearly 4am, surely everyone else must've been in bed trying to sleep...?!
The fact she was contacting people at that bizarre time makes me feel she was desperate for someone to talk to or connect with.
I'm starting to wonder if she felt a bit rejected and lonely. When it's the early hours of the morning and you're out and alone, you can sometimes feel isolated and like the only person left in the world....and that can intensify already sad feelings.
I'm not insinuating suicide, but I do think it's a bit odd she was phoning everyone up for company at 4am.
MOO.
And her reaching out to people at 4 am to meet up. It seemed kind of odd and felt like she really didnt want to be alone. Most people can end the party by 4 or 4:30 and go home and have cereal and get to sleep. It seemed she was still amped up and I wonder if that was usual for her, or was it unusual, and indicated something different that night.