Deep breath . . . Okay, here's my list of things I just can't get past and feelings that I just can't shake. I have provided links to some, and others are just my musings.
1. Calling off the search so seemingly early. Why?
2. Who is she, really? Does she sing in the church choir, does she go to "mommy and me" classes, does she collect bottle rockets? What do we know? Nothing. She was a "super mom" and that's it.
3. The interview with her sister, who speaks of Sherri in the past-tense. No tears. Unsettling to me.
http://www.sacbee.com/news/local/article114321068.html
4. The only interview with her parents. Mom's done crying. Really? Dad has nothing to say, no tears, no pleading? Don't bash me, everyone grieves differently. It just seemed unsettling to me to watch for a family that was supposedly so close.
http://abc13.com/news/family-of-missing-mother-holds-out-hope-and-responds/1609589/
5. And seriously, a Mom with two beautiful children, who is a self-described "crafter and dog lover" and has absolutely no online social presence?! There are no pictures of her babies first food, words, crawling, kisses, songs, steps, or birthdays, etc. No pics of dogs on the couch, licking babies face, getting into garbage,etc. None. Anywhere. Not for family or friends (how bout all those wedding guests). Nevermind the computer savvy daddy who never posted a picture of his beautiful wife or children for his friends or coworkers. Nothing. Only the few staged pictures that seem to cry "look at us, we're so happy". Shaking head . . . no, something's not right.
6. I can't help but feel that LE and family know that either she left on her own, or there is evidence that in fact she is no longer alive. If not, then why aren't they, KP and family, on every news show begging for her return? I just can't wrap my head around any of this.
7. And now the pay-for-release money!?! Just when you think it couldn't get any weirder. But then, if you knew she wasn't going to be "released", you could offer any amount of money.
My brain just hurts trying make any sense of any of this. ��
I'll just continue to pray for a safe resolve for all involved.
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