OneLostGrl
I'm going against the grain- I'm going sane
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No I haven't OneLostGrl. I can only imagine. I just have those PPD feelings to go by - and like I said - I fear what could be worse than that. I've done my share of recreational drugs in the past - and those feelings and thoughts I had with PPD seemed way stronger than than any drug induced state of mind. Maybe I had a stronger case than I thought? Anyway...I can see what you are saying about not wanting to go out and act normal and party during a time of psychosis - totally not gonna happen - but do you think a case of PPD could have tipped the scales so to speak on some sort of imbalance for Casey?
Is she a mental case at all? Or just evil? I think both.
PS
Your posts are so insightful - thanks for your openness.
Please don't feel like I'm trying to minimize ppd. Depression is a horrible, life altering disease and you are a survivor!
I have to be honest, when the case first started I kept thinking maybe she's got a type of amnesia, perhaps she's in a fugue state... it is difficult for people to imagine a mother being totally empty inside and not loving their child so we search for another reason, anything else that could explain it. Nothing else does. This woman is sane- I'd bet my life on it!
I know I'm not a doctor or anything close to it but I have been crazy- locked up against my will crazy and this woman is not like any crazy person I have ever seen- No way! She is of sound mind. She's a sick, manipulative, coniving, personality disorded coward.