I can see hating your children’s father or mother. But your kids...... how, I can’t comprehend how this happens. THEY ARE YOUR CHILDREN! Your flesh and blood....just how does this happen?
This is what haunts me most. We were at the store last night and saw 2 little girls that were about Bella and Cece's age, laughing and chasing each other around their parents. Between that visual and reading the affidavit late again plus all of the "devil's advocate" discussions about how this could have happened, I had half-awake nightmares all night wondering just how - HOW?!
I tried to put myself in his position, in the position of someone who completely snapped. Walked through what that night could have been like for him, and for Shanann when she got home. I believe the girls were already dead when she walked in the door and he ambushed her fairly soon after.
Did she know her daughters had been murdered? Did he taunt her with that first? Did she beg for the life of their unborn son? How could he look into those precious faces and strangle the life out of those fragile little girls who adored him, as they struggled, confused and terrified? I believe what he said about Bella on the bed and Cece being strangled 2nd is what HE did. Waiting for hours, pacing frantically because Shanann's plane was so late.
How could he wrap their little bodies up and load them in his truck, regardless as to his lies and excuses as to what went on? How could he methodically dump them in OIL tanks? How... how, not in a panic but a 40 minute drive with 3 bodies, climbing climbing climbing up and down and up again, both of his little girls, and dumping them separately. 2 different tanks. Not even allowing the warped thought of "comfort" of them being together. HOW? How could he not immediately shove her off, start trying to breathe life into Cece at least, and call 911?
No. No. I'll never in a zillion lifetimes believe that she murdered her precious babies. Because snapped or not, once loving or not.... that would require BOTH of them being completely psychotic or sociopathic in some way, snapping at the same time, both reacting very inappropriately to the situation, and then both acting in a way that was fatal to their children then Shanann.
He's a liar and a coward and can't even admit what he did. Going for the pity, the clean break and the cash. I hope he rots.
Nicole is a hero. Not enough can be said for her. Without her, they might have never been found and he would have gotten away with this. Everyone should be so so lucky to have a persistent, intuitive friend like her.