I'm 10 years younger than you. So officially in the same risk pool, and I have a couple of underlying conditions. I am truly happy spending most of my time at home, but I do love traveling and was finally at a point in my career where I was starting to make progress in understanding a particular culture, that I love to visit.
I don't see any way that I can go again. So I'm sad. It's also weird to think I may never been in a regular classroom again (I'm not retired).
But yeah, if you or I get this, we're very likely to be very sick and even if we don't die, we are going to regret getting it. I'll stay home for the rest of the year and I sure do hope there's a working vaccine within the next 18 months.
I do feel there are so many different emotions within each decade of life. We are living with the same facts, but we all know that we have different facts, variables and life-situations that govern our emotions.
Sometimes I feel "lucky" to be in the over 65 age group. I didn't really want to retire when I did, but the life with my husband who was retiring governed our new retirement goals and life choices. I have a couple of acres, lots of trees, fruit trees, gardens flowers.. and a workshop to build things. I count my blessing every day. I feel anxiety for sure, because I am in such a vulnerable class.... And I have had pneumonia....3 ER visits.. I KNOW so well what it is like to have no breath. and it is horrifying. But I have a "choice" to stay at home, and it works just fine...for me. My husband passed exactly one year ago, so do I wish I had someone to be living this with??? You betcha.
I really feel for older, but not senior citizens, who have to straddle that fence... can't quite retire, but can't really get sick.
I know that children of a young enough age will treat this as some history lesson in their future studies.
I think that teens and twenties are going through a huge shock and it will affect their lives forever. They will have their own PTSD.
I think that those mid decades...thirties, and forties... are stressed to the max. So much to still have to do, children to raise, jobs to hopefully get back, and savings, investments, shattered.
So with all that nothingness in my opinions, I am starting to believe that taking some chances to open things up is, in fact, good for a lot of the country. But do I really trust my fellow-man...not so sure. I feel some governors are taking risks to kindof please the master, the president...but I do believe they are going to be extra extra extra careful. If its a screw-up, we will pay dearly. But if they are extra extra extra careful maybe the on-off switch will work out ok.
I am watching Sweden as much as I can.... totally different culture, but openness is certainly part of the learning there.
But for my lucky self... I am not going out there much at all...until we get testing testing testing, and antibodies, antibodies antibodies..and eventually vaccines.