ahoyhoy
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I am a late-comer, so I have not read everyone's opinion here, so I apologize if I'm reiterating anything anyone else has said.
My background, btw, is that I was born & raised without religion in (conservative Christian) Indiana. I would call myself agnostic today, but I pray every day, because a lotta hope never hurt anyone!
That said, my politics are DEFINITELY anti-death penalty. Murder is wrong, and I don't like paying taxes that fund state sanctioned murder. It is a political, dogmatic belief of mine.
Here comes the big BUT:
I DESPERATELY want Casey Anthony to be convicted of 1st Degree Murder, probably because of my own history as an unwanted child. My mother did the "Strange Breakfast" thing when others weren't around. I distinctly remember being 3 or 4, home alone with my mother, and she would purposely ignore me every day. I would try to be cute, dance, smile, tell jokes. Every day, all the time: No reaction, no acknowledgment. My mother was not a psychopath, and she knew how to pay just enough attention to me to keep anyone from figuring out how she punished me over & over for simply EXISTING.
My mother liked drinking & going out more than her kids too. I feel like I understand Casey more than a bit, and I want the jury to see how OBVIOUS it is (IMO) that she killed Caylee simply because she'd rather be free. The fact that Cindy & George were happy to keep Caylee full-time only adds a sadistic, sickening element to everything.
So, I hope they sentence her to Death. I do. I am human, I am flawed, I am biased, and it makes me hypocritical on this issue.
Btw, I watched "Strange Breakfast" all the way through, but I can't watch any more of those videos. Seeing that innocent child just wanting love, and looking so confused and hurt and sad was just too much. Bad memories.
(Not looking for pity with my story, just explaining bias. WS is CHOCK FULL of stories far worse than mine.)
My background, btw, is that I was born & raised without religion in (conservative Christian) Indiana. I would call myself agnostic today, but I pray every day, because a lotta hope never hurt anyone!
That said, my politics are DEFINITELY anti-death penalty. Murder is wrong, and I don't like paying taxes that fund state sanctioned murder. It is a political, dogmatic belief of mine.
Here comes the big BUT:
I DESPERATELY want Casey Anthony to be convicted of 1st Degree Murder, probably because of my own history as an unwanted child. My mother did the "Strange Breakfast" thing when others weren't around. I distinctly remember being 3 or 4, home alone with my mother, and she would purposely ignore me every day. I would try to be cute, dance, smile, tell jokes. Every day, all the time: No reaction, no acknowledgment. My mother was not a psychopath, and she knew how to pay just enough attention to me to keep anyone from figuring out how she punished me over & over for simply EXISTING.
My mother liked drinking & going out more than her kids too. I feel like I understand Casey more than a bit, and I want the jury to see how OBVIOUS it is (IMO) that she killed Caylee simply because she'd rather be free. The fact that Cindy & George were happy to keep Caylee full-time only adds a sadistic, sickening element to everything.
So, I hope they sentence her to Death. I do. I am human, I am flawed, I am biased, and it makes me hypocritical on this issue.
Btw, I watched "Strange Breakfast" all the way through, but I can't watch any more of those videos. Seeing that innocent child just wanting love, and looking so confused and hurt and sad was just too much. Bad memories.
(Not looking for pity with my story, just explaining bias. WS is CHOCK FULL of stories far worse than mine.)