Unbelievable she thought she could write her own sentence. I'm just wondering if she's thinking of reneging on her testimony against JW and taking her chances for a lighter sentence if she would be tried. She asks the judge to "hear my cry." What about baby's cry or scream as his bones were being broken, before being silenced by diaper wipe gag. She wrote she was "unable" to protect her baby from abuse, she was able she didn't want to cross her sick waste of life husband.