there is such a reality DIFFERENCE FOR ME of posting about someone, and standing next to them in real life i feel.. maybe its not same for you .if you were at hearing or saw anyone we post about on this case in a courtroom you might feel complete different to your own surprise. maybe you would feel compassion, empathy, rage, anger, sad, even happy. many emotions. for me as soon as i was face to face with cindy at hearing and spoke to her i reached out for her hand and we stood talking to each other- with both our two hands touching. i had tears in my eyes and i chocked up- she had tears. really felt as if caylee was in my heart. i know as a grandma she loved her. i can only imagine as a mom she loves her daughter. my mom would joke and say sometimes i do not like you but i love you. now knowing her caylee is gone, knowing her daughter is in jail two years, fearing that maybe her daughter could be guilty and hoping her daughter is not- i would not be ble to function if her. people ask me- so do you think caseys guilty? i hesitate in my thoughts- i know shes a liar, i know she maybe self absorbed or selfish, i know she seemed to lack any regrets and partied. i do not know anything else of her mental state, i argue with my own thoughts of if not her then who? i see a young girl , casey in court, i see her parents, and i see myself as not wanting to believe she did it. omg- how can they go on and maybe have same thoughts as me ? can you close your eyes and imagine any of this in your family? god forbid - how i wish they find a complete stranger did this and all casey is guilty of is crazy reactions and being a selfish with out showing emotions her child died for 31 days. yet,how do we know how she felt ? we are not her!!i i must add this THANK GOD I AM NOT !! btw george is very nice in person to those who spoke with him i feel too. if only it never happened - bless caylee