This is the best I could do. I found myself correcting things, and I tried to stop, because it was messing up the letter. The dashes are the things I couldn't make out. Some small things I guessed on. This isn't exact, but you get the idea.
So I can see her she is my best friend and it is so hard not ----her --- -- ---a week. I miss her so much I don't know how much longer I can ---- -- -- no one knows how much longer I can take this. No one knows how I feel how I hurt none ---- ----- ----be in --- --- I feel so bad about this you know --- --- --- it. I was scared no one now what he said he would do you know that day when he would not go back to the house and we stayed at the store, he put me up with a knife and said if I said he would come back and kill me he told me at the house if he would kill me too. so I didn't know what to do he has --- ---raped me you know I heard they were coming to get the gun but I didn't know it was gone and ----- is when Joe got mad ---- --- --- -- --- --- that is when Joe took it you know I don't know where Tommy went I don't think he did but I know he nows Joe did. They was so f---ed up and I mean I don't know how --- even drove home. This is why the van --- --- on and he was so f----ed up bad. That is all for now. I just wish I new what he did you know. Well I love you so much. ---- ---Chelsea please write me back as soon as you get this. Oh yea, Lindsy is only doing it to make me ------.Love, your little sis. I love yall tell Beso I love I love ---