Psychedelia
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I didn't put too much thought into IM's "we'll keep you safe" comment. I'm sure when someone's missing and you're scared for them and have no idea what happened, it's just something that seems like the thing to say. Your home is your safe place; so is your family. I might say the same thing - "if you come back to me, I'll guard you with my life!" That said...
Since the likelihood that he took off voluntarily is looking quite possible, IM probably feels the shame and embarrassment that would come with that. Not that she should or deserves to, but I'm thinking about the gossip, the esteem issues that would come with that, the possible feelings of inadequacy. The "what would the neighbors think" thing. It would kill my self-esteem for quite a while if someone did that to me. Yes, he loves his job and house and kids and everything, but how many times have we heard that before from people who've taken off voluntarily.
And regarding the possibility of foul play, she might wonder if she inadvertently had anything to do with that too - for reasons I can't mention here - and the guilt would be unfathomable.
So I think a lot of what she's doing now is still trying to find out where her husband is and what happened to him, but also to save face in her community, you know? It's gotta be really, really hard.
Since the likelihood that he took off voluntarily is looking quite possible, IM probably feels the shame and embarrassment that would come with that. Not that she should or deserves to, but I'm thinking about the gossip, the esteem issues that would come with that, the possible feelings of inadequacy. The "what would the neighbors think" thing. It would kill my self-esteem for quite a while if someone did that to me. Yes, he loves his job and house and kids and everything, but how many times have we heard that before from people who've taken off voluntarily.
And regarding the possibility of foul play, she might wonder if she inadvertently had anything to do with that too - for reasons I can't mention here - and the guilt would be unfathomable.
So I think a lot of what she's doing now is still trying to find out where her husband is and what happened to him, but also to save face in her community, you know? It's gotta be really, really hard.