magic-cat
Mother to Many
I admit to being one of the "bloodthirsty" mob! AND I have not one shred of shame for it either. I have six children, and was a mother by the time I was seventeen and one day, and I also have two children who suffer with autism. I have been raising children for twenty-six years- longer than Casey has even been alive. I have been through some horrific struggles with my children and have endured MUCH and sacrificed MUCH for them. There have been days when I just wanted to throw up my hands and lay down and go to sleep for a couple of weeks or months. There have been plenty of times when I was faced with hard choices and made those choices and lived with the choices that I made. I think that this 26 years of BEING a MOTHER is why I condemn her so much!
She had it ALL!
♥ She had the support of her mother and father and brother.
♥ She had a lovely home in which to live and raise her child.
♥ EVERYTHING was provided for her and for her child.
♥ She had a car provided for her use.
♥ She had the best of both worlds-mothering AND still retaining the ability to do "young" activities-go out with friends, shop, party-you name it.
♥ She had talent to do anything that she would have set her mind to. She was a very talented photographer and her skills as a liar tell me her imagination has no limits and an imagination like that is PRICELESS if used in the appropriate direction.
She had it all and she just threw it away.
And the WHY of it is what brings out the beast within me. The WHY of all of this...
WHY?
No reason at all. She just wanted to be completely FREE! She just wanted HER life back and that life did not, unfortunately for Caylee, include a baby-even one as beautiful and full of life as Caylee was. She threw it all away for NOTHING and to me that is the most unforgiveable act of all. She snuffed out Caylee's little life for NOTHING!
I do not feel one ounce of guilt for the way that I feel about Casey. Guilt is only useful if it is the motivation to change something, and there is nothing about the way that I feel about Casey that I desire to change. She deserves every bit of disdain and fury that anyone could possibly feel for her. I hope that she spends the remainder of her empty, pathetic, meaningless life locked in a cage like the animal that she IS! And I hope that her dreams are haunted by a little girl with almond shaped eyes and a smile that would melt the coldest of hearts but did not warm the frost of her own mother's.
She had it ALL!
♥ She had the support of her mother and father and brother.
♥ She had a lovely home in which to live and raise her child.
♥ EVERYTHING was provided for her and for her child.
♥ She had a car provided for her use.
♥ She had the best of both worlds-mothering AND still retaining the ability to do "young" activities-go out with friends, shop, party-you name it.
♥ She had talent to do anything that she would have set her mind to. She was a very talented photographer and her skills as a liar tell me her imagination has no limits and an imagination like that is PRICELESS if used in the appropriate direction.
She had it all and she just threw it away.
And the WHY of it is what brings out the beast within me. The WHY of all of this...
WHY?
No reason at all. She just wanted to be completely FREE! She just wanted HER life back and that life did not, unfortunately for Caylee, include a baby-even one as beautiful and full of life as Caylee was. She threw it all away for NOTHING and to me that is the most unforgiveable act of all. She snuffed out Caylee's little life for NOTHING!
I do not feel one ounce of guilt for the way that I feel about Casey. Guilt is only useful if it is the motivation to change something, and there is nothing about the way that I feel about Casey that I desire to change. She deserves every bit of disdain and fury that anyone could possibly feel for her. I hope that she spends the remainder of her empty, pathetic, meaningless life locked in a cage like the animal that she IS! And I hope that her dreams are haunted by a little girl with almond shaped eyes and a smile that would melt the coldest of hearts but did not warm the frost of her own mother's.