July 25, 2007
Jodi's at her house in Palm Desert for the last night.
She frets over having to worry about Travis kissing other girls and asks herself whether she should hold on or let go.
August 1, 2015
Jodi has been to "Systems" and at the Freemans that evening and is back at Rachel's watching a movie.
August 2, 2015
"I love him. I could not possibly love him not, though I wish I could stop. Turn it off like a lightswitch. Duct tape it down so it can't turn back on. Or better yet, (unplug, scratched out) cut off its life source. Make it dead in a second. Lifeless. A meaningless network of wires that do and mean nothing."
Friday, August 3, 2007
"I'm in Mesa, AZ today. I'll be living in this area for a while, unless something ultra compelling entices me to move, but if it does, it will have to be something positive, because I've had enough negativity for an entire year over the last month & a half. And I don't care how up-rooted I appear to others, I'm not a tree, I'm a sovereign adult capable of making my own decisions and free to choose whatever I want."
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
"I have been living with Rachel & Scott for about 2 weeks now , and push has not quite come to shove, but it's become necessary that I move out w/in the next day or two."
She goes on about how she doesn't have any friends to intrude upon at the moment, but Travis "temporarily" allowed her to store her stuff at his house in exchange for Jodi cleaning Travis' house for free for a week.
August 13, 2007
Travis is concerned about how close Jodi lives to him. Jodi says she is on the verge of pushing him out of her life completely, "which would have to involve moving geographically again."
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To me it looks like she was ruminating and obsessing about Travis from July 25; she heads to Mesa around August 1 to feed her obsession but without a plan to move there - without any plan for anything, really. Then on Aug. 3 she decides she's staying in Mesa and will just stay with whomever she can.