Used to be a regular poster but I spent so much time pouring over records that this case just consumed me totally and I ended up emotionally bankrupt and had to regroup. I am glad they found sweet Caylee but of course I cried when I saw the news. KC's words came to mind: are you FN kiddin' me? So full of anger, hate, evil, self-absorbtion. Yes, just like Scott Peterson. I used to try to reach out to Laci at night and tell her to come home, show herself and finally she did and I had the same feeling then as I did today.
I'm no psychic but I do think we can reach out and connect with our spirits and some people are gifted with more of this ability than others. In my mind, I didn't see Caylee as being incinerated or fed to the gators. I didn't see her buried either. I saw her behind a tree with something pink. I would ask her where she was and how could she know? I just kept getting the words "I'm behind the tree with the sunshine on it." I wanted to go to Florida and find that tree, dammmmnnnit.
After pouring over those cell records and putting together the text messages, I just got the feeling that the airport was not the place to search. But what a hard job it would be to outguess an evil person! To me, though, it started and ended near Hope Spring Drive because she came back to that area time and time again on key dates. It was driving me crazy, and as I said, I ran out of emotional energy and had to let it be.
I am glad you all carried on and I admire all of your work and stamina. We pray for justice for our little angel. When I hear her say "you tired, papa?" I just break down. Such a bundle of joy.
No, I don't believe it was an accident and I don't think KC had or needed any help. All the help she needed was in her evil heart and merciless soul.
Goodbye, Scott Peterson. Goodbye, Diane Downs. Goodbye Darla Routier. Goodbye Casey Anthony. Goodbye mixed up grandparents. May the KC Koolaid pitcher run dry.
May God keep you in his sunshine forever, dear Caylee.
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