ladybug
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Honestly that very much depends. I know many abuse survivors who have experienced memory loss of the traumatic event triggering PTSD as well as subsequent short term memory loss even post-abuse.
In the height of their abuse it isn't uncommon for abuse survivors to forget children's birthday parties, holidays spent with family, first days of school, a child's favorite food at that particular time in their life, etc.
The triggering event is still there for them but they might not necessarily remember it like scenes from a movie - more reliving it through fragments of memories or nightmares they may not wholly understand.
Still other PTSD-diagnosed survivors will remember every smell, the taste of blood, every sound to include their own heart beating...but not every one I've met is the same by a very long way.
This is really beautifully put. I had 2 years of therapy to deal with depression and ptsd after a near-death experience. Its always hard to explain the way things were after, but you summed it up. It's like snippets of sensations. I remember waking up; bright lights; the overwhelming smell of flowers; my husband wheeling me through the hospital days later. They're little flashes of sensations that come out of nowhere and all in all, it's about 5 minutes of memory for several months of life.
For the record, I don't think Jodi has ptsd and even if she did, it has nothing to do with guilt or innocence. Its a red herring and shouldn't even be part of the trial MOO.
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