I have some more chilling thoughts about SA. I am sure that it was not a spur of the moment thing. No accident either. I think that SA had planned this abduction for his own evil enjoyment. I don't believe that he was into "sharing" this time.
I am trying to visualize how BD could have aided and abetted him, but BD does seem more concerned with defending SA than about why Hailey is "not at her home". That phrase, along with some other little things, just don't add up. Something is unnatural about this entire event. I do worry that BD may have helped SA concoct the story about the sleepover, and first "stopping at CD's". Because that would be natural for a mother to think that way? Still, sadly, for Hailey, there are no motherly pleas, no "I love you so much", "I miss you" etc. I don't think BD believes that Hailey is going to be found alive.
I do not believe that any sign of decomp will be found at Hailey's, rather, Billie's home. If these two were fond of crime and gore, they would have been studying up on how to get away with murder. I also recall SA stating "I'm clueless" when asked about what may have happened to HD. I don't think he would have disposed of HD in any place that people may associate with him. He had plenty of time to "take care of things" when BD said she was "unaware" of his coming and goings. BD seemed to be so obsessed with SA that I think she had to know something was up. I don't think BD is simply "in denial". That's a poor excuse for all these lies. I worry that HD may not be found for a long time, if ever. I think that SA knows of too many ways to hide a body for a good long time. I think right now he is enjoying all the attention he has generated. I don't think he would have made many mistakes, because he strikes me as a cold-blooded selfish individual that wouldn't risk spending his life in prison or being executed. I think he thinks he is too smart...please, let this end soon, and hopefully he will have made one stupid mistake, just one, that will cost him.
I can't get Hailey out of my mind. She could be one of my own granddaughters. Except that in my family, we treasure our loved ones, and try to keep them near and dear. For Hailey, there doesn't seem to be any hope that she will re-appear. I cringe when people surmise that she may have run away, been doing bad things for a long time, had a boyfriend or two. As for SA saying HD was promiscuous, how awful that BD didn't even stand up to protect Hailey's reputation, if not Hailey herself.
Please excuse my ramblings and poor composition. I can’t write in paragraphs, I can’t think in paragraphs. I can only feel deep sadness and anger that something like this happens, over and over and over. The older I get the less the country seems to be a safe place for children to live in, grow and get old themselves.
..right or wrong, she does..
