Gemmie
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I was watching a movie the other night, not even thinking of this case, and all of a sudden a thought hit me. I paused my movie, got up and grabbed a pen and paper, and jotted down my thoughts. That's not very usual for me to do something like that but I felt if it's going to hit me out of the blue like that, I'd better write it down.
My thought was he wasn't doing well mentally. College has his challenges, he didn't appear to be real popular by looking at his online stuff, and you all have to admit... 2020 is a really sucky year. Spousal (and animal) abuse has spiked up, as have calls into suicide hotlines, depression, and actual suicides.
Lastly, although I feel this is highly unlikely but one never knows... I was reading the other day about a new, rare Covid-19 symptom - a small number of Covid patients develop severe psychotic symptoms, most had no history of mental illness and became psychotic weeks after contracting the virus. Cases are being reported worldwide. And no, this is not a Fox 7 news teaser to lure you in... *chuckle* this is being reported in media such as the New York Times, as well as medical (.gov) and education (.edu) sites. Most had no history of mental illness and became psychotic weeks after contracting the virus. Cases are expected to remain rare but are being reported worldwide.
I feel he was overwhelmed by life (who isn't from time to time, and more so this year), had planned on committing suicide, hence being that far up a gravel road (anyone in their right mind would have immediately turned around unless they meant to be there).
As for the spinout... I feel he might have considered crashing into the tree, then perhaps chickened out at the last minute which caused the spinout. Then he decided to finish it by doing whatever it is he did, yet we don't know what that is at this time, and maybe never will. I think the chances of someone abducting him are slim. I could be wrong about this but I'd be more apt to think that could be a high probability if it were a female out in the wee hours all alone in the dark.
He left his keys, wallet and backpack. I purposed omitted including his phone because I can't be sure about that as it was wedged under his seat and likely hard to find and/or retrieve. Had it been ON the seat, or on the ground with his other stuff, I would have included it as (purposely) 'left behind'.
Anyone looking to be saved is going to bring their important stuff with them. Heck, a few of you know that when I rolled my car I carried ONE shoe I was able to find in the dark with me. That shoe was very important to me in my state. But seriously... I don't entirely remember but I'm thinking I took my car keys and likely my purse as well. You know, everything important (like that darn dancing shoe. lol)![Stick Out Tongue :p :p](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
He's obviously somewhere but I'm more apt to think it's his body out there, not him being cared for somewhere. I feel someone would have come forward by now IMHO. Too much time has passed.![Frown :( :(](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
And sorry about the length of this post (if you even made it this far. lol) I tend to get a little wordy at times. (No kidding, Gemmie. *chuckle*)
My thought was he wasn't doing well mentally. College has his challenges, he didn't appear to be real popular by looking at his online stuff, and you all have to admit... 2020 is a really sucky year. Spousal (and animal) abuse has spiked up, as have calls into suicide hotlines, depression, and actual suicides.
Lastly, although I feel this is highly unlikely but one never knows... I was reading the other day about a new, rare Covid-19 symptom - a small number of Covid patients develop severe psychotic symptoms, most had no history of mental illness and became psychotic weeks after contracting the virus. Cases are being reported worldwide. And no, this is not a Fox 7 news teaser to lure you in... *chuckle* this is being reported in media such as the New York Times, as well as medical (.gov) and education (.edu) sites. Most had no history of mental illness and became psychotic weeks after contracting the virus. Cases are expected to remain rare but are being reported worldwide.
I feel he was overwhelmed by life (who isn't from time to time, and more so this year), had planned on committing suicide, hence being that far up a gravel road (anyone in their right mind would have immediately turned around unless they meant to be there).
As for the spinout... I feel he might have considered crashing into the tree, then perhaps chickened out at the last minute which caused the spinout. Then he decided to finish it by doing whatever it is he did, yet we don't know what that is at this time, and maybe never will. I think the chances of someone abducting him are slim. I could be wrong about this but I'd be more apt to think that could be a high probability if it were a female out in the wee hours all alone in the dark.
He left his keys, wallet and backpack. I purposed omitted including his phone because I can't be sure about that as it was wedged under his seat and likely hard to find and/or retrieve. Had it been ON the seat, or on the ground with his other stuff, I would have included it as (purposely) 'left behind'.
Anyone looking to be saved is going to bring their important stuff with them. Heck, a few of you know that when I rolled my car I carried ONE shoe I was able to find in the dark with me. That shoe was very important to me in my state. But seriously... I don't entirely remember but I'm thinking I took my car keys and likely my purse as well. You know, everything important (like that darn dancing shoe. lol)
He's obviously somewhere but I'm more apt to think it's his body out there, not him being cared for somewhere. I feel someone would have come forward by now IMHO. Too much time has passed.
And sorry about the length of this post (if you even made it this far. lol) I tend to get a little wordy at times. (No kidding, Gemmie. *chuckle*)