Grouchymom
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It can be hard not to get emotionally involved when we pick apart every little detail of peoples lives. That is one reason I try not to do many child cases. I have a hard enough time seeing the horrible things adults do to one another.
The children give me nightmares that is when I can sleep. However when a child is missing I feel compelled, even though I know the odds are against a happy ending, to sleuth my best. I have never understood the memorial thing but after the Newtown shootings I understood them a little better. People feel helpless to do anything to make the situation better and they just need to do something. At least there the local LE picked up things and stored them for the families when they were ready. It did give some families some comfort.
I guess the years i spent spent as a foster parent and a guardian ad litem volunteer helps me keep my perspective and boundaries. Of course we adopted our first and our last foster children so I guess being detached was not my strong suit.
I know now that the stages of grief apply even to those who just followed the case wishing so desperately for a positive outcome and there are many who want vengeance and retribution in the name of justice. Right now there are still too many unknown variables to make determinations about who else may or may not have knowledge of or be involved with the situation. I am old enough that parents hiring attorneys in lieu of talking to LE is still odd to me. I understand it is becoming the new normal but sometimes I have to remind myself that it is not an admission.
My big complaint is that we should have a system where we truly have speedy trials. There shouldn’t be years between arrests and trials. I have to keep reminding myself of a quote from the “Jesse Stone” movies where Tom Selleck says “I am in the legal and illegal business not the right and wrong business”.
The children give me nightmares that is when I can sleep. However when a child is missing I feel compelled, even though I know the odds are against a happy ending, to sleuth my best. I have never understood the memorial thing but after the Newtown shootings I understood them a little better. People feel helpless to do anything to make the situation better and they just need to do something. At least there the local LE picked up things and stored them for the families when they were ready. It did give some families some comfort.
I guess the years i spent spent as a foster parent and a guardian ad litem volunteer helps me keep my perspective and boundaries. Of course we adopted our first and our last foster children so I guess being detached was not my strong suit.
I know now that the stages of grief apply even to those who just followed the case wishing so desperately for a positive outcome and there are many who want vengeance and retribution in the name of justice. Right now there are still too many unknown variables to make determinations about who else may or may not have knowledge of or be involved with the situation. I am old enough that parents hiring attorneys in lieu of talking to LE is still odd to me. I understand it is becoming the new normal but sometimes I have to remind myself that it is not an admission.
My big complaint is that we should have a system where we truly have speedy trials. There shouldn’t be years between arrests and trials. I have to keep reminding myself of a quote from the “Jesse Stone” movies where Tom Selleck says “I am in the legal and illegal business not the right and wrong business”.