Or she means she and the Milky Bar Kid tried their best at at a romantic relationship but their best wasn’t good enough and it failedWhat stands out to me is "we tried our best and it wasn't enough". Who is "we"?
Totally wild speculation here but could she have multiple personality disorder? Not sure if I can say this, even in speculation but ...
IMO
312:39pm
Also in the Morrisons bag were a number of nursing handover neonatal unit notes - 31 in total.
Most of the notes refer to babies which did not feature in the indictment, and included on 17 of the notes there are multiple references to 13 of the 17 babies in the indictment period.
Dumb question probably , but “cellulite”? Does this mean something medically other than what we all have on our bums and thighs ?1:15pm
A very densely packed handwritten note is shown to the court, again in Letby's handwriting.
The broken sentences feature medical terms, and the words 'debriefing' 'sterility', 'foreign objects', 'workforce', 'haemhorrhage', 'non-availability', 'cellulite' 'aggravating factors', 'confidentiality', 'Don't know if I want to do this', 'Inadequate', 'Diagnosis', 'Implicating', 'Administration'.
Several of the words are written multiple times. The first names of Countess staff are also written occasionally.
A section which is scribbled and crossed out reads 'I don't know if I killed them maybe this is all down to me'.
2:46pm
A floorplan of Letby's parents' home is shown to the court.
A photo of Lucy Letby's bedroom at the Hereford address is shown to the court.
A photo is shown inside Letby's wardrobe, and Mr Astbury asks about the 'Asda five-sheet strip cut paper shredder' - there was no shredder in the box, but inside were five nursing handover sheets, not related to the indictment.
Handwriting on the box says 'keep'.
Maybe. I read it as “was the environment sterile , so could babies have caught bacterial infections.” It reads like she is putting down ideas as to things to use to defend herself against allegations (which could be a sign of either guilt or innocence).sterility - a motive maybe if she is sterile?
I think she thought they had no evidence, but was obviously mindful that she was still not allowed back and the hospital had not announced the results of the investigation, so she didn't know she would be arrested but did acknowledge that if she was arrested, if they did link all the events, she wouldn't have answers, hence she felt out of control of her future.I assume you would agree that she would know being arrested wasn’t off the cards?
anyone would expect it IMO seeing how this escalated from suspensi off of clinical duties, then an internal investigation then external then police involvement. All of those things scream “I’m in serious trouble and will likEly be arrested“ imo.
Do we know if any of the notes were written (or at least recovered ) after her first arrest but before one or both of the subsequent re arrests ?As I said, they were written before she knew she would be arrested. She hadn't been accused of a crime until she was arrested.
She wouldn't have been warned in advance, so that she could dispose of stuff, and this was 14 months after the investigation started.
Dumb question probably , but “cellulite”? Does this mean something medically other than what we all have on our bums and thighs ?
This is strange to me. How did notes referring to babies not on the handover sheets get there. Is it her writing or someone else’s?2:39pm
Also in the Morrisons bag were a number of nursing handover neonatal unit notes - 31 in total.
Most of the notes refer to babies which did not feature in the indictment, and included on 17 of the notes there are multiple references to 13 of the 17 babies in the indictment period.
I can't quite understand what this means. Notes referring to 13 of the babies featured in the indictment were added to the notes of other babies not featured in the indictment?2:39pm
Also in the Morrisons bag were a number of nursing handover neonatal unit notes - 31 in total.
Most of the notes refer to babies which did not feature in the indictment, and included on 17 of the notes there are multiple references to 13 of the 17 babies in the indictment period.
I think they said this all relates to the first searchDo we know if any of the notes were written (or at least recovered ) after her first arrest but before one or both of the subsequent re arrests ?
This is strange to me. How did notes referring to babies not on the handover sheets get there. Is it her writing or someone else’s?
These are all items found during the search after her first arrest as far as I know, not after. JMO.Do we know if any of the notes were written (or at least recovered ) after her first arrest but before one or both of the subsequent re arrests ?
I assume pets, they sound like cat names to meTigger and Smudge - which was which?