"I don’t believe that if I had done anything to William that I would have tried to cover it up, I would own up to it. I just can’t see it in me....
...I mean how much time did I have, It’s just impossible, no evidence."
Here's what gets me.
She engages in speculation/circumspection
with herself that she doesn't think she'd cover it up if it was accidental.
What?
She IS herself.
IMO it's very third persony, distancy, pointlessly nebulous ... and "I... don't believe... I
would have..."
What is she comparing to?
Amnesia?. H
I might never be (think of myself) as the sort to... doesn't preclude me from doing something in a particular instance that might be totally out of character (how I see myself or how others see me or how I want others to see me) when confronted with a situation I caused, directly or indirectly, and I only have one moment to decide, not what
I would do, but
what I'm going to do.
"I just can't see it in me." <----- these may be the truest words she's ever spoken. And IMO an embedded confession.
I don't see myself that way. I don't see myself doing that.
Why would someone
who didn't cover up the death of a child, wonder if she's the kind of person who would do that? When she either did or didn't!!!!
1. It's deflectionary. It takes the conversation off facts and recall into the realm of theory. Safer that way. No longer talking about fud she or didn't but would she or worldly she. 99.999% she (thinks she) would never do such a thing. IN THEORY.
2. And she follows it to by
asking herself a rhetorical question. That's bizarre. Like she can't skip the question and just answer it. "I mean, how much time did i have?" Pretty self-serving too, when she manipulated time. There's a missing half hour between last seeing Wm and the few minutes she told dispatch he's been missing. So, sure -- there's no time for a drive if she made that call five minutes after he disappeared.
To me, that she's engaged in would haves tells me she's keeping the narrative in the realm of speculation where she has more control of it.
Did you cover up Wm's death?
I don't believe I would have.
(And there's no evidence. But if there was evidence? Which there is. Evidence she lied about the elapsed time, omitted the car ride... but she's doubling down? I don't believe I would have AND there's no evidence. That's her defense.)
If she wouldn't have done it AND she in fact didn't do it, why engage in speculation about whether she would have? It is a word salad loop. A purposeful word salad loop.
JMO
The inquest into William Tyrrell's 2014 disappearance heard a secretly recorded phone call in which it was claimed his foster mum talked to a friend about 'a skeleton' in a clearing'
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