TotallyObsessed
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Dang, where's the standing ovation emoticon when you need it most?
BRAVO
BRAVO
Why I continue to lurk this case is because, I am waiting for the tide to turn. I feel as many do, a personal dislike of Casey that does not arise with all cases. I admit I see her as a poster child for all that is wrong in our world.
It is not just that Casey killed Caylee, and in the way that she did-and acted afterward. That is bad enough. It is the amazing amount of help she has had, the baffling amount of so called adult/professionals who have come to her aid. And to the detriment of a child!
I do not subscribe to any spiritual/religious belief system that I could with authority say to anyone "I'm telling ya, it's true." Because I get confused myself. I strive for love at all times. I do not succeed at all times, obviously. I do not wish to hate anyone. Not even those who have done harm to the innocent. But, I do. I am not being very trusting of love to sort it out-or I am impatient waiting for her rein to end but I know I want something. From my world perspective, the whole world has gone mad(for about the last at least 5,000 years) and I am looking for the cure.
I feel so strongly that the truth come out about what really happened to Caylee but I feel even more strongly that this wrong of such a blatant liar getting away with step after step must be corrected.
It's the lying. I must have been one heck of a liar in my last life(I am leaning toward the more than one life thing, I do have to say) because oh buddy do I hate lying!
A liar killed Caylee and lies by Cindy, George and Lee helped her get away with it. How can we get around the fact that human beings who murder are gonna lie about it? By having authority(court/law)that is above reproach. I have asked if lies are allowed by anyone is court and have been informed, no they are not.
I am at impasse. If no one lied in court, especially Casey's council-then she is telling the truth. Then why is George not being investigated for what is the truth about him? If no one lied in court, then how can the prosecutors have a completely different story from the defense? And, shouldn't someone be bringing charges on all of the officers who broke the law and violated Casey's rights? Shouldn't everyone have to account for taking advantage of a girl who was so horribly abused and has such emotional and metal scars she was forced to ugly cope while living with the knowledge her father had molested and killed her daughter?
What I can not grasp is the "have it both ways" outcome we have here. Jose must file this on this date, it is a law" Jose does not. Why is he not seen as a the least being a poor employee but at worst is breaking the law? "Because of this or that or this." I said this many times during this trial, I thought the law of all things-was the law. I understand my questions are all moot. I don't know all the reasons why, but if people thought like I did or the world ran the way I was taught to believe it did-I wouldn't be mystified. As I said, impasse.
So, no one lied-and still I have this anger at the case. I (can you believe it?)wrote this post so I could post a song I have recently had the pleasure of hearing. The lyrics put into words what I feel is the reality of those who seek to gain from others suffering, in any way. It helps me to remember that they are getting away with "a handful of sand."
I have been lurking and reading your posts, I am always so pleased to experience the respect and caring that is here. I like reading what your thoughts and feelings are, for most of the time they are my own and I enjoy how passionate everyone is for the truth-even when they disagree. Disagree, not lie. No lies can live here because facts are expected before anything is said to be "truth." I think that the most- is what makes me a WS follower/reader. I have seen time and time again, when presented with facts WSers allow those through while pushing their emotions/theories to the side. But mostly their feelings/theories were right. :blushing: They just usually have to wait for the facts to catch up. IMHO.
It would be truth to say this has been a rant. I do not expect any responses to my questions, the answer is "because". I do find comfort in others who seem to feel the same. I appreciate being a (if now a days lurking)member here.
I didn't want to just pop in and say, "here is my song I want you to hear in case it helps anyone like it helped me as much as any one thing can help with processing a tragedy such as this." But here you go.
And :tyou: for allowing me my :twocents:
Night Train to Mundo Fine -- Red Zone Cuba Theme - YouTube
The opening theme of Red Zone Cuba, written by Ray Gregory and performed by John Carradine.
Night Train to Mundo Fine
written by: Ray Gregory
Played by Ray Gregory and the Melmen
Sung by John Carradine
Night train to Mundo Fine
Night train to the end
Running hard and running fast
To meet my future and away from my past
Taking that gamble that cannot last
Night train to the end!
Hell's ride to Mundo Fine
Hell's ride to the end
Sold my soul to the devil's men
He draws me hard with a merciless hand
And all I bought is a handful of sand
Night train to the end!
I'm on this ride 'cause I have no pride
In myself, or in men, or in God!
Now if you want to share in the price of my fare
Then fill your mind with greed that is blind
And wander in its evil fog.
Night train to Mundo Fine
Night train to the end
Running hard and running fast
To meet my future and away from my past
Taking the gamble that cannot last
Night train to the end