I’m one who prefers to save judgement until I’ve heard all the evidence and testimony (I consider myself a perfect juror

).
I only started following this case yesterday, after my mom expressed her strong opinion about the trial. Curiosity killed this cat. I googled GF’s name and within 30 seconds agreed with all she’d told me; this was cold blooded murder.
Then I spent the majority of today researching....my opinion changed.
I’ve worked in various fields of law enforcement and although it’d seem I have a biased opinion, that couldn’t be further from the truth.
I watched several media reports on the incident along with multiple body cam footages, so I got a relatively good idea of what occurred that day. It was hard to watch. As I was watching these I tried to understand why my mom was so polarized. I think it was because I’ve been in the shoes of both DC and GF (unfortunately), that I was not polarized.
GF
did not deserve to die that day and I can completely understand why DC did what he did in that situation. To a certain extent. I do believe he erred in those last few minutes and I certainly would like to think I’d have had my wits about me to do the right thing. I do not think he responded to that call with the intention of ending a man’s life. Nor do I believe
he believed he was, in those moments, about to end that man’s life.
The crowd. Well, until you’re in a similar situation will you ever fathom the fear that
might cause. Seven people surrounding you in a normal environment or situation is entirely different than as many people yelling at you in this type of situation. Which I agree that they were mostly trying to do good. But... hindsight and adrenaline.
I watched as the officer who rode in the ambulance after GF was taken away performed CPR. This was gut wrenching. So many emotions came over me. I could see the lifelessness in G’s body. I could feel what the officer was probably feeling. This all occurred over the course of minutes. It must have felt like an eternity for all involved.
Again, I do not envy
ANYONE involved with this.