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I can't find the post right now but I believe it was within the last month and it had to do with Stines becoming very "paranoid" after his deposition. There have been several posts throughout this thread wondering why Stines may have been paranoid. His paranoia seems to have been about him being extremely fearful about his safety and the safety of his family. Some have questioned/doubted how he, as the Sheriff, could be so paranoid about this since he is a high-ranking law enforcement official in the town.
I can speak from personal experience that paranoia for your own safety and/or the safety of your loved ones can be extremely mind-altering - especially when you fear that the very people you are supposed to trust and that are supposed to uphold the law ("Protect & Serve") are the people you are afraid of - especially if you have proof or reason to believe that there is a network of dangerous corruption. Imagine living every moment with an intense fear of the people your are surrounded by, not knowing who you can trust and who may be in on the conspiracy/danger. You can't sleep or eat and that leads to more paranoia and unclear thinking. It could be that something that came out in the deposition may have reinforced Stines' fear that he didn't know who may be involved, who could be trusted and may be extremely dangerous if they were afraid of being exposed for something that could have cost them their job, their reputation, their family and even their freedom. It becomes like a scratched record (if anyone remembers these!) and just keeps repeating over and over again until nothing seems real or safe.
Unless you have been in this situation you have no idea what lengths you may go to protect yourself and your family, especially if the person(s) you are afraid of is in a position of power and has repeatedly said to you and shown you that others in power are on their side, too. It's very easy to say, "go to the police, the prosecutor, etc", but if the person you are terrified of is one of those very people you have no idea where to turn.
Remember Skidmore, MO?
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I can speak from personal experience that paranoia for your own safety and/or the safety of your loved ones can be extremely mind-altering - especially when you fear that the very people you are supposed to trust and that are supposed to uphold the law ("Protect & Serve") are the people you are afraid of - especially if you have proof or reason to believe that there is a network of dangerous corruption. Imagine living every moment with an intense fear of the people your are surrounded by, not knowing who you can trust and who may be in on the conspiracy/danger. You can't sleep or eat and that leads to more paranoia and unclear thinking. It could be that something that came out in the deposition may have reinforced Stines' fear that he didn't know who may be involved, who could be trusted and may be extremely dangerous if they were afraid of being exposed for something that could have cost them their job, their reputation, their family and even their freedom. It becomes like a scratched record (if anyone remembers these!) and just keeps repeating over and over again until nothing seems real or safe.
Unless you have been in this situation you have no idea what lengths you may go to protect yourself and your family, especially if the person(s) you are afraid of is in a position of power and has repeatedly said to you and shown you that others in power are on their side, too. It's very easy to say, "go to the police, the prosecutor, etc", but if the person you are terrified of is one of those very people you have no idea where to turn.
Remember Skidmore, MO?
