I decided to step away from suzys thread as it was consuming so much of my headspace to the point I was dreaming about it and waking up to nightmares regarding her demise .
Over the last couple of months I rid myself mentally of the noise and speculated hypothesis surrounding the case.
The past week I've caught up on posts and picked up from where I left off . And I'm now back at my original thoughts which are :
There is absolutely no evidence that suzy physically left the Sturgis premises. We only have a diary entry that could be a real client or a fake alias created by suzy . We have a sighting of suzy at around 2.30 by her friend but this is called into questionable debate when we look at other possible evidence such as parking of her car and the timings of other witness accounts . And we have a mother (DL) who for whatever reason went to extreme lengths to protect either her own or suzys reputation and quite possibly muddied and misled the investigation. We also have a bungled or harangued first investigation .
Which leads me to conclude that the only bona-fide evidence that exists of that morning is that .
Suzy went to work ,we know she was there as she rang the ɓank from the office .
We know a diary entry was made to meet a Mr Kipper at 12.40 .we do not know beyond reasonable doubt this was acted upon .
We know her car was being used that morning and that it was found on Stevenage and conveniently parked outside a property that was also on sturgis books and our star witness Wendy happened to live in that house
We know suzys purse was in the car but many women leave their purse in a side pocket of a car thinking it will be safe or forgetting its there .
So we have bona-fide evidence suzys belongings were sighted but for me it's strange not one person on a busy street approaching peak lunchtime seen an allegedly really attractive suzy cross the road to Whittingstall for her car .
Through my research of sturgis staff many of the employees stayed in the property business. Some moved abroad and continued as property agents there .one person I can't trace is the office junior jc . I suspect I found the others in France ,Australia and UK.
The female staff including allegedly suzy were various shades of blonde .we know that MG and a colleague ( its not stated which gender ) went to Shorrolds Road twice to try look for suzy .MG rang DL around 4pm .we also know he was at lunch at the time suzy allegedly left the office . The clock on the wall in the office was not working so how did they know the time suzy left .imo the staff came to the conclusion due to the time in the diary .
I don't know by who or why suzy was killed .I do know she had a tangled love life and was secretive. I do know she had pulled out of a property deal and that person went bankrupt eight days after she disappeared. ( I previously posted court references)
complicated lives often end in complicated ways and I mean no disrespect in that statement. When you engage in many affairs ,human emotions such as jealousy, anger and feelings of being done up like a kipper ( pardon the pun )sometimes turns deadly as we still witness today . You cannot have your finger in that many pies without it coming to some sort of confrontation.
I feel this and this alone contributed to her demise and I feel her remains will be found by accident while building works are being carried out somewhere in the Greater London area. And I don't feel the investigation will give up any new leads unless the fingerprint on the rear view mirror is positively identified as John Cannan or someone other than the employees whom also drove her car .
Suspects for me who need more looking into are AL and sturgis staff and the man whom had suzy on his lap in that last picture of suzy . AL took nine witness statements to eliminate him from the inquiry and his main alibi was a woman friend he was having lunch with at the time He did have access to suzys missing belongings and we only have his word on the goings on between him and suzy on the Friday. We also know he did not attend the party in which suzy was last pictured sitting on another man's lap but he did know other people who attended . We do know she didn't return to London with him after the surfing trip with mutual friends.
Did party goers tell AL of her flirtation with this man at the party?. Who is the guy she is pictured with ?.Has he ever come forward ? Has he ever been named publicly ? Apparently lots of guests were at the party but surely someone invited him . It was held in a privately owned home . He hardly walked in off the street . There is also allegations of an argument happening in the sturgis offices between suzy and NH over a property. Which property was this argument over ,has this ever been established?
I don't believe the tennis date was real otherwise the police would have been told of a booking by one of the tennis clubs . club members of any sort must book a time slot so as not to be disappointed by unavailable courts ,pitches ,rooms etc . I think DL wanted police to look for her daughter by providing accounts of her supposedly having to be somewhere and prehaps to show suzy wasn't contemplating suicide as she had made plans .
Suicide is sometimes naively ruled out by families when a loved one goes missing because the loved one was in good mood or had made future plans . Sometimes a depressed person masks the feeling of despair and sometimes in hindsight it is said the person was too jolly and too enthusiastic. This can be down to the suicidal person knowing they have a plan in place to end all their suffering unfortunately.
Suicide is a sensitive subject and for those feeling despair . Please contact a professional who specialises in helping with those thoughts or confide in a friend . Your life is worth living and you are a loveable and worthwhile person . Someone is willing to help you and listen. Reach out ,it's never too late , every precieved problem is fixable and love will come your way .