So from your experience, do you think that in his own mind he believes he is innocent (even if he isn't)? Do you think he has convinced himself it didn't happen, or has he convinced himself that somehow Allison deserved it?
Also, do you think he is genuinely surprised that the police and general public believe he did it? I have wondered if he seriously thought that, given his "standing" in the community etc, noone would ever in a million years suspect he would do something like this.
BIKERCHIC: Good point. Who encouraged those 3 little girls to do those drawings? May be the Police might be interested in finding that out also. Not necessarily GBC, but someone close to him?
I wonder how things are going with the cranky Pastor, Greg..
One can only hope the congregation is obedient in not reading the Courier Mail.
Thanks YoureNicked (love the name too ) - this is very interesting and I'm sorry you had to deal with someone like this.
So from your experience, do you think that in his own mind he believes he is innocent (even if he isn't)? Do you think he has convinced himself it didn't happen, or has he convinced himself that somehow Allison deserved it?
Also, do you think he is genuinely surprised that the police and general public believe he did it? I have wondered if he seriously thought that, given his "standing" in the community etc, noone would ever in a million years suspect he would do something like this.
A big hug for you Dark Shadow. :hug: What I'm noticing here with various members revealing their childhood and domestic experiences, is that with all of the negatives they've experienced in their lives, there has come to pass a whole lot more positives from their terrible experiences. I personally revel in the positives I've found.
Maybe one day when Allison's girls are older they may come across these posts and other similar posts and blogs which may be helpful towards a self healing. A gift.
Probably getting a bit off topic now, but your story about your mum promts me to post this poem...<snipped>
Wow , I can see that you are a deeply beautiful person who has turned such a horrible situation around and made sure you and your family are protected and loved. I want to give you a hug you amazing sweet person . Your children are blessed to have such a protective parent xxxxoooo
You have done so well and I am so proud of you and your achievements. Xxoo
Thank you Dark Shadow for sharing your story. I am deeply sorry for these things that happened in your life.......but I am really glad to read about the positive ways that you have dealt with these painful things. It is an encouragement to us all. I also just wanted to add that I am not a "writer". Sorry this is brief.......on my IPhone. All the best as you make "new". In the next generation ...... Your children.......breaking the cycle.
How about if GBC did do the murder, and then called on his trusty army-trained sister OW. O, O, you have to come over straight away, something terrible has happened. O comes, not knowing what is the problem, then he convinces her to help him. My kids will have no parents if I give myself up, it would kill mum and dad etc etc. O says ok we need to make it look like A killed herself. She is a bit smarter than him, though extremely panicked, and comes up with the idea of changing her clothes etc. Extremely fuzzy on the details of cars, deciding on body disposal etc.
Anyway, it's possible that N and E didn't know what happened. O eventually decides to spill her guts in exchange for immunity from prosecution, and N and E are still none the wiser.
A possibility.
But, 8 days in isolation in a cell gives one plenty of time to think! I'm also hoping he will plead guilty, but I doubt he will.
Exactly!
Having been married to (and escaped) a psychopathic narcissist myself I have first-hand experience and you have described to a T just how they behave.
And just a note to everyone who thinks or says "How could he do this, especially to his own children?"...A Psychopath has absolutely NO ability to feel empathy for anyone, including his/her own children. Other people are merely something to be used or manipulated to advance their own cause.
BIKERCHIC: Good point. Who encouraged those 3 little girls to do those drawings? May be the Police might be interested in finding that out also. Not necessarily GBC, but someone close to him?
Thank you for sharing,I can so relate too your story,I have a story so similar too yours.Unfortunatley,for many here it opens up old wounds.We are still the broken child ,all grown up,still caring pain within.
Hey ,don't ever ,ever beat your self up..I use too ,all the time !I have my little funny ways, I'm OCD,I have had addictions,I over protect my four children,I smother them with love,oh I apparently over mother!!! My shrink says thats because ,I make up for my lack of mothering.
Would rather over mother,than never being there for them ,and always let them know they are ,what makes me be that better person.
It can be a times so painful,yet what I have found is ,once you grip the bull by the horns , acknowledge the terrible things that , you have indured as a child,life can be joyful.I no longer blame myself,thinking I was unlovable, and the reason my Mum was the way she was.
You know the other thing ,whats strange ,I married a man that was just like her.Stayed for 22yrs,then the penny dropped.I tried too take my life,him telling me it all your fault ,You turned me into this.Pigs arse I did.I left him ,of course.Since then I haven't looked back.
I still,have love,for my Mum,even though ,she has now passed,she took her life ,a month to the day after my darling father passed.I am still angry,that she did when myself and my children were with her,thats Mum,always had the final say...
I felt saddened after reading your post,just wanted too let you know ,your not alone,YOU TAKE CARE MY FRIEND
BIKERCHIC: Good point. Who encouraged those 3 little girls to do those drawings? May be the Police might be interested in finding that out also. Not necessarily GBC, but someone close to him?
I wasn't aware OW was a POI in this case (re rules of discussion) Please correct me if I'm wrong and apologies if I am.
Yes I agree very well thought out! :what:How about if GBC did do the murder, and then called on his trusty army-trained sister OW. O, O, you have to come over straight away, something terrible has happened. O comes, not knowing what is the problem, then he convinces her to help him. My kids will have no parents if I give myself up, it would kill mum and dad etc etc. O says ok we need to make it look like A killed herself. She is a bit smarter than him, though extremely panicked, and comes up with the idea of changing her clothes etc. Extremely fuzzy on the details of cars, deciding on body disposal etc.
Anyway, it's possible that N and E didn't know what happened. O eventually decides to spill her guts in exchange for immunity from prosecution, and N and E are still none the wiser.
A possibility.
Exactly!
Having been married to (and escaped) a psychopathic narcissist myself I have first-hand experience and you have described to a T just how they behave.
And just a note to everyone who thinks or says "How could he do this, especially to his own children?"...A Psychopath has absolutely NO ability to feel empathy for anyone, including his/her own children. Other people are merely something to be used or manipulated to advance their own cause.
Thank you Makara, Blue Bottle, Aunty and Seeking :grouphug::tyou:.
You have all pointed out the aspects i was attempting to get across with my post; that, despite going through the trauma of a destructive parent, it is possible to rise above it all - hopefully with minimal collateral damage- and become a better person because of it (need a phoenix bird emoticon here, lol)
Aunty, your post brought a tear to my eye :heart:. Thank you for such a heartfelt response - just beautiful.
Anyway, enough about me... this is about those beautiful girls, whose happiness and wellbeing are paramount.
It will definitely be heartbreaking for the darling little girls involved in this tragedy, and they will need to lean heavily on the people who love them, but they will be such strong little fighters eventually, and with the right guidance (which it looks like they have plenty of), they will evolve into well-adjusted, happy adults
As media spokesperson for the family she has put herself out there as much as or if not more so than NBC who you reference as a possible accomplice in your last post.