Ugh. I had a similar thing happen recently although not nearly that dramatic/dangerous (in fact it's a little silly to type out).
I was nearly asleep when something went haywire with our sound receiver in the living room where my BF was watching television, causing the EXTREMELY LOUD FIGHT SCENE that was occurring on The Walking Dead to get suddenly cranked to full volume. It literally sounded like a group of armed intruders had busted into the apartment, and that was what my brain decided was happening.
Now, despite being absolutely sure that in this kind of situation I would retreat with my gun (sorry guys, debate for another time) and call 911, I instead charged out into the living room and demanded to know what was happening. This all occurred with zero input from my rational brain, it was completely on autopilot--even though whatever was driving that autopilot believed there was a legitimate threat. I was very disappointed in myself. (And of course, it does make a good argument that my owning a gun for protection is 100% pointless.)
But I absolutely know what you mean, and that was just a few months ago.
BBM - your "American" is showing
I am WAY behind in the thread.....I had to take a break today......Mrs. Bosma running from the courtroom was too much for me. My thoughts and prayers are with the Bosma family more today than any other day. I can't imagine how painful and emotional it must be for them to sit and listen to what (may have) occurred during the last minutes of Tim's life. I hope that they find the strength that they have had throughout this process to get through it. The end is near. MOO
I was firmly in the MS is guilty of at least second degree murder camp.....and if the trial had been over when the Crown rested their case I would have found him guilty of first degree. IMO there was enough evidence.....MS was on the test drive with TB, there was evidence he knew about a plan to (at a minimum) steal a truck, he was present at the hangar after the murder, he was with DM the next morning, he continued to interact with him in the days after the murder and he helped dispose of evidence.
Now I don't know what to think. MS has gotten up on the stand and said everything I thought he needed to say in order for me to question his guilt. He wasn't aware of the plan to murder TB, he didn't know DM brought a gun, he was in the Yukon at the time of the shooting and he has (somewhat believably) explained his post-murder actions.
Things I am still questioning....
1. The whole SS and AJ being at the hangar when DM/MS got back from the farm on the 9th and then DM sending AJ home because he thought he had called CrimeStoppers. IIRC from AJ's testimony, he didn't tell SS about calling Crimestoppers until later at his house at the family meeting. I thought DM sent AJ home on the 10th, not the 9th. I could be misremembering the testimony, but something isn't sitting right with me about this....
2. How did MS find out about DM's arrest? I know we have heard that it was from watching the news on the 10th, but I don't believe this as MSM did not report the arrest until the 11th. I think DM must have called someone at the time of his arrest....this whole thing still isn't adding up for me
3. Where's the gun?
I'm sure there are many more, but I am still wading through and these inconsistencies stood out to me.
What I think we can all agree on is that MS's testimony has created debate and has some questioning his guilt, while other remain firm in their belief of his guilt.....I would imagine that the same thing is occurring with the jury. All MOO.