yeah.
Gannon was the better human, she needs to know that and that is all she needs to know..I don't even want to imagine the swings and cycles she must go through before settling, she will be a very old woman before this case comes to trial.
She needs to arrive at an egolessness state but she'll fight that until she can fight no more..
Somebody called us justice junkies , not in those words, earlier today and I thought about it and realized it's not so simple.. Justice will not return the child to earth.
But, all there is to palliate injustice is justice.
The process is not always cathartic ,even when justice appears to prevail, Ying Ying Zhang is a case in point, left holes in many of us.. He was convicted and got LWOP in a DP case.
But her parents are broken people and returned to China without the remains of their child or the death penalty they needed so badly .
Cast into eternal despair.
Other times, it is truly cathartic and feels to move on every level in sync.
She stole his life because he was inconvenient to hers.
She hurt him bad on every level first.
It's a feeling of a lottery, so much depends upon the judge jury and prosecution.
With this one I believe the chances are high she will feel no remorse.
And we can't make her.
And the justice system at it's best can't make her.
She'll be convicted, I imagine, but she won't ever change.
It is always my hope that the collective heart energy reaches the victims we witness.
It changes our worlds, we can only hope they feel some benefit too.
Sorry for rambling, just thoughts typing themselves.
All of the above is JMO etc.
The familiar crisis of faith that invariably emerges in every single case...
