SmoothOperator
Sadly what connects all these puzzles is that ther
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I am coming away with a much clearer, yet sadly only more disturbing glimpes into the mind that IMO very much thru his false bravado and bs lingo of bedding particular prosecutors..had whipped himself into one frenzy of a mad/crazy genius!! Convincing that loser side of himself that very much knew his severe shortcomings and inadequacies on multiple fronts of just who and what he was.. This "dark passenger" as I believe Dexter refers to himself and the side of himself that is a serial killer..This dark, sinister, extreme torturous intricately detailed fantasies of rendering a female absolutely and completely helpless and much, much more that many of us have read today.. I believe this "dark passenger" had bs-ed himself enough into the fact that he was literally invincible..ingenious..and above all else totally and completely above the law and no matter the criminal activity he so chose to act on that he could get himself out of any single one of them without so much as having batted an eyelash..As he said himself, "to walk a free man after having committed first degree murder"..
The specific clearer picture that has emerged goes more toward the "motive", per se.. What it was the lurked beneath..that further only added fuel to the murderous fiasco thet his mind was literally fantasizing over the details of.. and several along the way of the case unfolding have theorized that possibly that excellerant that further fueled his murderous desires was something similar as to what shivers posted upthread..the post about his inadequacies of ever forming a relationship with a female thus left to love from afar.. That he was somehow possibly desiring of her as a mate, like Momma wanted so badly for him to have..even furthering fueling that speculation when Momma, herself publicly stated about her having even questioned her son about the possibility of there ever being a "relationship" with his neighbor, Lauren??.. It does and has for all intents and purposes served well and fit possibly..that is IMO until now...
Wondergirl has long since several posts upthread hit the nail on the head[and boy did she say it in such a sweeter and many less droning on words than I have..lol.direct and to the point..].. That excellerant was absolute outright jealousy.. Jealousy within seething hatred and utter disgust for just who and what Lauren was not only as an individual human being that was beautiful both inside and out.. From what I have gathered she was very self assured and did mind a bit letting people know she was very confident in herself and in her self will and determination[and I no way am saying this in a derogatory way but rather total opposite way of.. "YOU GO GIRL!!"]..
She possessed it ALL in terms of absolutely EVERYTHING that Stephen MacDaniel was NOT, nor never could or would be.. She was the epitome of EVERYTHING he knew he couldn't be, nor couldn't ever have in mate, either.. This represented the "enemy" to Stephen!! This was his mission to take out that "enemy" that he despised on levels that you and I most likely cannot comprehend because our psyche is not in any way similar to what that is of Stephen McDaniel's psyche..
It hit me when I linked to the post Wondergirl posted about the mock jury and his lewd comment about the female prosecutor of that mock trial.. The words just were an absolute animalistic detailing of what it was that he was claiming to have done.. Speaking as if he were not even human but rather some large and dastardly beast that was to over take her in a lewd and disgusting description.. It was then I began to go over each of the thus far linked to OC pages loaded with his boastful and arrogant words[still had all of them open in separate windows].. The picture that emerges from just this tiny modicum of information offering us this glimpse into who and what Stephen McDaniel truly is.. is one of rage, disdain, hate, judgement, lust, and most of all the ugly headed green monster of envy/jealousy for all of what who Lauren was and just as importantly not only who she was as an individual but what she represented as a whole with her eire of confidence in herself and just what she was capable of in just putting her mind to it.. That entire positive and IMO overwhelming of just her very presence was to Stephen is now obvious.. Just think about some of the statements made..his always cowering away, shyly from her..remember mom, Karen[who one can clearly see that this is where Lauren gets it honestly her confidence in herself and the damn fine woman that she is].. Karen even makes statements about Stephens actions and behaviors in her presence.. literally says upon meeeting him that he looked as tho he literally were going to pass out, fall over, buckle to his knee.. that she had once spoken "Hi!' to him as a greeting and she says she felt as tho that too nearly just knocked him over off his feets off kilter.. She makes the statements of what his behaviors were truly like around very strong women personality wise and then you combine Lauren's beautiful and athletic build of a solid 6 ft tall and can you even imagine the intimidation this individual felt in such a strong and definite presence in every sense of the word???
I think inside once away and out of the presence of this overwhelming presence that possible Lauren was and/or represented to him..after his having cowered, unable to control his reactions of being completely overwhelmed and possibly seen to himself as cowering as well.. This further fueled his anger, hatred and despise that he had for everything Lauren was and everything and everyone that Lauren represented..
MOO but I do believe Wondergirl hit the nail and the head and linked to a post that very much backs that exact supposition..
jmo, only!!
Sorry for the even more than usual typos and pitiful grammar..lol.. am literally being pulled in 10 different directions at this moment..lol
The specific clearer picture that has emerged goes more toward the "motive", per se.. What it was the lurked beneath..that further only added fuel to the murderous fiasco thet his mind was literally fantasizing over the details of.. and several along the way of the case unfolding have theorized that possibly that excellerant that further fueled his murderous desires was something similar as to what shivers posted upthread..the post about his inadequacies of ever forming a relationship with a female thus left to love from afar.. That he was somehow possibly desiring of her as a mate, like Momma wanted so badly for him to have..even furthering fueling that speculation when Momma, herself publicly stated about her having even questioned her son about the possibility of there ever being a "relationship" with his neighbor, Lauren??.. It does and has for all intents and purposes served well and fit possibly..that is IMO until now...
Wondergirl has long since several posts upthread hit the nail on the head[and boy did she say it in such a sweeter and many less droning on words than I have..lol.direct and to the point..].. That excellerant was absolute outright jealousy.. Jealousy within seething hatred and utter disgust for just who and what Lauren was not only as an individual human being that was beautiful both inside and out.. From what I have gathered she was very self assured and did mind a bit letting people know she was very confident in herself and in her self will and determination[and I no way am saying this in a derogatory way but rather total opposite way of.. "YOU GO GIRL!!"]..
She possessed it ALL in terms of absolutely EVERYTHING that Stephen MacDaniel was NOT, nor never could or would be.. She was the epitome of EVERYTHING he knew he couldn't be, nor couldn't ever have in mate, either.. This represented the "enemy" to Stephen!! This was his mission to take out that "enemy" that he despised on levels that you and I most likely cannot comprehend because our psyche is not in any way similar to what that is of Stephen McDaniel's psyche..
It hit me when I linked to the post Wondergirl posted about the mock jury and his lewd comment about the female prosecutor of that mock trial.. The words just were an absolute animalistic detailing of what it was that he was claiming to have done.. Speaking as if he were not even human but rather some large and dastardly beast that was to over take her in a lewd and disgusting description.. It was then I began to go over each of the thus far linked to OC pages loaded with his boastful and arrogant words[still had all of them open in separate windows].. The picture that emerges from just this tiny modicum of information offering us this glimpse into who and what Stephen McDaniel truly is.. is one of rage, disdain, hate, judgement, lust, and most of all the ugly headed green monster of envy/jealousy for all of what who Lauren was and just as importantly not only who she was as an individual but what she represented as a whole with her eire of confidence in herself and just what she was capable of in just putting her mind to it.. That entire positive and IMO overwhelming of just her very presence was to Stephen is now obvious.. Just think about some of the statements made..his always cowering away, shyly from her..remember mom, Karen[who one can clearly see that this is where Lauren gets it honestly her confidence in herself and the damn fine woman that she is].. Karen even makes statements about Stephens actions and behaviors in her presence.. literally says upon meeeting him that he looked as tho he literally were going to pass out, fall over, buckle to his knee.. that she had once spoken "Hi!' to him as a greeting and she says she felt as tho that too nearly just knocked him over off his feets off kilter.. She makes the statements of what his behaviors were truly like around very strong women personality wise and then you combine Lauren's beautiful and athletic build of a solid 6 ft tall and can you even imagine the intimidation this individual felt in such a strong and definite presence in every sense of the word???
I think inside once away and out of the presence of this overwhelming presence that possible Lauren was and/or represented to him..after his having cowered, unable to control his reactions of being completely overwhelmed and possibly seen to himself as cowering as well.. This further fueled his anger, hatred and despise that he had for everything Lauren was and everything and everyone that Lauren represented..
MOO but I do believe Wondergirl hit the nail and the head and linked to a post that very much backs that exact supposition..
jmo, only!!
Sorry for the even more than usual typos and pitiful grammar..lol.. am literally being pulled in 10 different directions at this moment..lol
