Sometimes he likes to think she is still alive, studying abroad, enjoying her life.
‘I still find it difficult to believe she’s gone. I still think she’s out there in Italy,’ he says. ‘It’s not denial, it’s just a nice feeling to think she’s still there and that I just haven’t spoken to her for a while.’ [...]
‘There is still no explanation as to how or why Meredith died because no one has confessed,’ says John. ‘There were more than 40 wounds on her body. The intimation was that she was held down. Why? It’s not like it was a random attack in the street.
‘That’s the part I just can’t understand. Everybody who knew Meredith adored her. She was the most loving, caring person. She was always prepared to help people. She would never turn a deaf ear to anyone who needed her help or advice.
‘One of her teachers told me that she never, ever saw Meredith fall out with anybody. So who could do that to her? There is no reason. What was the purpose of it?
‘If it had been just one person, Meredith would have fought back, but there were no defensive injuries on her body. She may have looked slight, but she was a very strong, tough person. She was on her third belt in karate. She could look after herself.’
‘I grieve all the time for Meredith. I am still in a state of devastation. We don’t know exactly what happened to her because no one has admitted to killing her. There is no point in talking about forgiveness. Even if I did know who did this to Meredith, I don’t think I could ever forgive it."
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