Just another comment on something which has recently preyed on my mind in this case.
Patty Wetterling in 2014 had 5 questions for the abductor of her son. One of the questions was, "Why didn't you let him go?"
http://www.cnn.com/2014/08/28/justice/patty-wetterling-5-questions/
Patty continues, "What happened? You probably had other boys that you victimized and released. I think you meant to let him go and something went terribly wrong. I need to know what happened. Please talk to me."
What if J escaped - bolted and ran - and was severely or fatally injured as a result but never found? Perhaps the area were J was taken was unused and rarely accessed land - lots in Stearns Co back then - and unfamiliar to J. Snow and winter came within a month, perhaps animals scattered remains. Maybe the abductor's plan was to return J to somewhere near St. Joe, that he never meant things to turn out as they did, thinking J would return to St. Joe on his own. Maybe, too, that's how he's lived with himself all these years.
There are types of molesters
Most molesters are not killers. They don't do it for the kill thrill.
The reason children get killed is to cover up the crime, not for the thrill.
If you read the article I had on sublimination on here, it talks about how people do things to prove to themselves that they are good people. They work with children. See, they are good and loving.
They do acts to suplress their sexual desires.
And yes, I think this person is a master at lying to himself.
It was not his fault, It was the fault of the child or even perhaps the Wetterlings somehow. Denial works for so many things