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As the jurors deliberate in the murder trial of Cesar Rodriguez, who is accused of killing his 7-year-old stepdaughter,
Nixzmary Brown, they will have no shortage of visual aids to help them in their decision-making.
There are dozens of exhibits in the case, and one of the most fascinating among them consists not of images but only of words: Mr. Rodriguezs two handwritten statements, made while he sat in a windowless interrogation room at the 79th Precinct station house near his home in Bedford-Stuyvesant, Brooklyn.
Other exhibits include gruesome photos of a girls painfully thin body covered with cuts and bruises and ligature marks and black eyes; a videotape of Mr. Rodriguezs unsettlingly matter-of-fact statement at the police station house; and a shopping cart full of physical artifacts ranging from the cat-litter box in which Nixzmary defecated when she was locked in her room to the duct-tape and bungee cords that bound her to a chair to her pink Tinkerbell backpack.
The
handwritten statements [pdf], however, were among the first items the jury asked to see after they began their deliberations on Thursday.
Mr. Rodriguezs first statement, an 1,198-word attempt to tell something close to the whole story, was written on the afternoon of Jan. 11, 2006, starting about nine hours after Nixzmary was declared dead at 4:30 a.m. by medics summoned to her familys apartment.
Mr. Rodriguez wrote out the second, 545-word statement, a narrative of the events of Nixzmarys final night, a little later, after the police confronted him with statements made by his wife, Nixzaliz Santiago.
The statements, the work of a 27-year-old, out-of-work security guard with a high school education, are filled with spelling and grammatical errors and missing words, and reflect the conflicting intentions of a man who appears compelled to simultaneously confess, deny, justify, apologize and plead for help. They veer from the eloquently expressive to the barely comprehensible and include chilling sentences like My wife and I are very deeply sorry that our daughter Nixzmary would and couldnt achieve our standards.
Below are the statements, transcribed verbatim and without editing, in their entirety: