(Old nasty pervert is right! And that's exactly what the older men whom I had sex with as a teen were too!!
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You know what, furthermore, getting it all out, the hardest part for me is being from such a conservative family that I not only rebelled against this sooooooo much as a teen, but then everything was so conservative and taboo that later we could never talk about anything of this.
I'm at the point in my life now where, after the recent deep deep loss of someone very, very, very close to me (no condolences necessary), I dont give a crap about holding anything else in anymore. Because I've experienced true, unconditional love, and that's all I want in my life. I'm tired of feeling guilty about everything!! And being judged, criticized. )
(Ughi feel sick...one guy was sooooo nasty...I don't know WTH I was thinking....groooooooooossssss)
(Sick, about to start balling. :drama: Stepping away.)
Anyway, ET if you are reading this, please know you are supported. And we don't know what it's like to be you, in your mind and existence, but I don't judge you, no matter what happened. For what it's worth.)