I totally agree Sleuth5. I haven't watched the trial from day 1, I think I started watching since Day 2 of JM's cross of JA, but from the moment I started hearing words out of her mouth I found that her statements didn't make sense to me from what I knew about the case. They only dated for a few months, less than a half year. The entire time they were dating she lived in another state. AFTER they broke up, she moved to Mesa. While she lived in Mesa Travis was actively dating and pursuing other women. Bottom line, they really did NOT spend a lot of time together. And after she'd moved to Mesa, the time she did spend around him she was uninvited and unwanted.
And yet she spoke about him like she had taken part in a very intimate, very close relationship. There was a lot of "Travis always said....." "Travis loved to....." "Travis knew I hated......" "He really cared that I...." She regaled the court with all kinds of inane stories that tried to communicate a closeness and importance that, to me, really existed only in her mind. I just didn't buy it. Add in all the other stuff and I remember thinking, "Girl, snap out of it! You were a BOOTY CALL, and nothing more!" She even admitted that in her journal in one entry.
But the fact that she has invented all this superfluous storyline outside of the sex indicates to me that to make herself feel better about being just a booty call, she invented a 'relationship'. His choice to encourage her to continue as a booty call sent the wrong message to her, and we all know how that ultimately played out.
I relate to her desire to want a booty call to be more than a booty call as in my tender youth I made some bad choices. I did some level one stalking at that time, unable to accept that getting sexual with a guy would not lead to a relationship. I did some creative imagining in my own head about a relationship ONLY to prevent myself from realizing, "No, it was just sex and that is all." Luckily for them, I was just stupid and not psycho.
But from the beginning I've felt that her re-telling and description of their 'relationship' did not ring true at all! And no amount of photographs were going to change the reality that she was a booty call, plain and simple.