Just Jayla
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BBM. IMO, Casey, in true sociopathic style couldn't care less about facing her parents because that would mean she has some semblance of a conscience, which she has not shown she has. I think they make her angry (especially CA) with their questions and that's why she won 't see them. Plus, I really do believe she detests CA and harbors all sorts of resentment. Of course, this is all the opinion of a person not credentialed in psychology - me!
On another note, if my beloved son was a murderer (heaven forbid!) and it was the eve of his DP hearing, I would visit him. I would tell him while I abhor what he has done, he is still my child, my flesh and blood and I will always love him and be there for him. I am his mother and he is my son and there is no stronger bond, no matter what. No doubt, I would suffer tremendous guilt and blame myself for the way he turned out. I would agonize over argument, every stupid thing I ever said to him, every baseball game I missed. But at the end of the day, I could never turn my back on him. It's my job as a mother to help him accept what he has done along with the consequences that will follow. I would try mightily to get him life and not the DP. I would spend the rest of my life crying and being half of the person I once was.
Agree with your whole post-Bolded the part about the guilt-This is what I think causes CA to do the things she does, she is carrying a tremendous amount of guilt for her own actions. All of us loving mommies have had those moments where we agonize about the times our tempers were too short, we missed an important moment, or the times we really had to lay into our kids about something...For CA, maybe she subconciously links her own behavior to Caylee's death, too.
She could not even go there when TraceyM asked her about times when she did not see eye to eye with KC-CA wanted to pretend it did not ever happen.
This is the context in which I actually feel badly for CA, it reveals a frailty in her, that she tries so hard to rectify things with KC, herself and even the public where in many instances it is too late to do so-I think she believes if she sees KC it will make things better...I think in a lot of ways it will make things worse for CA's emotional well-being, cause she keeps trying to rearrange and fix things. Tough situation, for sure.