Because I wurk (Lurk and Work!) all my co-workers who know my obsession, first ask..."can I ask you a question now?"....Lunch is scheduled around the lunch break in court.....if given the chance to leave early, I say "No, that's ok" because I can't miss the end of the day hearings.
I am seriously worried about me! I think, if ICA gets anything less than LWOP I will have to immediately enter therapy.
My addiction to this case started 3 years ago so I too have a mind like a zip file.
I have lots of similar habits as other posters-
1. I only go to get cigarettes or anything else at the store during lunch recess.
2. Lunch recess is a good time to take a shower, also.
3. My house underwent a major cleaning before the trial started, now all I do is keep it picked up. Even THAT is tricky and done only at the 10 & 20 minutes breaks.
4. Dinner is hamburger helper, pizza delivered, or anything else fast. If I don't have the little laptop with me on the kitchen table livestreaming during dinner, I have HLN on in the evenings.
5. My family thinks I am crazy (although 3 of my family members now ask me whats going on w/ the trial) and my daughter also texted me "God, you're sick" (like another poster)
6. I created a "media cart" out of a retro metal kitchen cart that has 3 shelves and wheels. On top are my 2 laptops, one on livestream and one opened up to my boards. Also my cell charger, my MP3 charger, and when my kindle comes next week will also hold my kindle charger. Middle shelf holds my notebooks, pens, nail file, markers, etc. On another table which serves as a little "coffee table" in front of my futon holds a candle which I light for Caylee while court is insession all day, ashtray (yes, I am smoking in the house again) and snacks. (This is what my daughter said "oh God you're sick" over. The cart) I think it's neat, can take it anywhere in the house and only have to unplug 1 plug (my power strip) and have all my electronics at hand.
We'll need to find group therapy, because I'm sure there will plenty of us that would join you!
I had a dream about Casey last night.. and last night was the 2nd time I have had trouble sleeping / lost sleep because of this case.
I've pretty much known I've been addicted to this case for awhile, but I've turned it into a little self-deprecating joke (unless I'm with my "support group" of WS'ers with whom I have no real need to explain or make lame excuses).
But I just hit a new low. I woke up this morning in the middle of a dream in which I was having a conversation with Nancy Grace in her kitchen about the case. I was trying to impart that there was certain critical finer-point details that were either under-researched or overlooked in her latest commentary or something of that nature.
I kept having to repeat my sentences or questions because she couldn't concentrate on our conversation; we kept getting interrupted by her taking care of a tiny new baby girl, who just happened to have exactly the same hair-do as Nancy. (I was so frushtrated by the conversation I almost couldn't schwallow...)
I woke up thinking that a lot of us are going to need a special kind of 12-step program for the fallout from this noise and that I just might need to get to the front of the line. I have never rolled my eyes that early in the morning.
One consolation is that I cannot be tempted by location to be part of what (I think it was) Dr. Drew called the "The Running of the Bulls in Pamplona" dash to get a courtroom seat. No, I get to create and be agitated by stupid, vivid Nancy Grace "Mini-Me" dreams. Sigh.
That's too funny. By the way, what's her kitchen like?
You are addicted when you take it personal when JB says this case first attracted attention because ICA is "young, pretty and white" and you shout out.... How about the fact that she didn't report Caylee missing for 31 days - that's what attracted me on day 31!