GA - there was some other guy that was alone.
ICA - Bible says love thy neighbor. By all means, I know that meant more to him than you could imagine.
GA - he was a really nice guy. So, how about you are you eating.
ICA - It's a little bit more than that. I'm not being bothered with that. Trying to sleep when I can. Trying to do whatever I can do so that I'm not being stared at.
GA - Not many who get to stay in the area you are in.
IA - No, I'm not really. Others in my situation under similar custody here not the scrutiny of the media. Didn't want to upset mom. Wanted to hear whatever you guys say, but at this point I can only hold so much in and not show frustration. I've been very good at staying calm.
GA - Greatful you talked to us.
ICA - Glad I got a chance to see you. Hope it doesn't go out on the media.
GA - Only thing that went out was when you talked to Lee. Realize everything we've talked about is staying.
ICA - I'm an emotional wreck. I don't want anyone to see this. I'd rather it stay personal. Not like a business transaction, like other stuff. Don't want to upset mom. I'm running low on steam too. Sitting by myself alone, sleeping. I'm getting sick right now. Getting a cold.
ICA to CA - Sorry I upset you. Not my intention. Letting everyone talk. I can't hold it in all the time. It's getting harder.
CA - I know. You don't know how hard it is. It's actually a good thing. It's just obscene.
ICA - The stuff people are saying obscene. I'm trying to look at things objectively - the most negative things. If they have nothing positive, shut up. Life's not fair. They are going to judge people about something they don't know. Stuff being said is fabricated and twisted, but it's going to blow over. I'm not going to give media anything. All I want is my daughter back and my family. I'll do whatever the hell I have to get my family back.
CA - You don't think she's okay?
ICA - I know in my heart she is.
CA - Do you think she's going to change her mind? What do you want me to tell ZG to get her back?
ICA - Tell her we forgive her, that all we want is our Caylee. That's all I can think of - is that I forgive whoever has her, I want her to come home. I want my baby back.
CA - Do you think they would actually do that?
ICA - I don't know what I think any more. Our family is broken and we want it fixed. We know what it's like to have our family broken by tragedy. I don't want to be one of those thousands of parents who have to deal with the possibility of not seeing their child again - to know that your child is with someone else.
CA - Do you think she is with someone else?
ICA - This is why I chose dad. You and lee keep asking me the same questions. Dad and I have had a broken relationship for such a long time and we finally started to talk the day that this unfolded, the day I was brought here. I want you and Lee to understand where I was coming from. Wanted to see all three - had to choose. She deliberated. Chose Dad.