Exactly.
Source: Holeman told Allen during the interview he believed Allen was a good man. He says
Allen responded, "What kind of good person would kill two girls?"
Richard Allen denied any involvement during police interrogation says lead investigator in trial's eighth day.
www.wrtv.com
All jmo: RA already knows it's common knowledge that no good person would do this. So RA, if we believe he is guilty (I do) therefore
knows he is a bad person; at the very least,
he knows others view him as a bad person. But he conforms in large part to the
society that knows he is a bad person. Now that the society has ripped off his mask (provided he is indeed guilty) and is preparing to treat him accordingly, he is conforming once again. Why? He's cornered. And were he not cornered, MOO, he'd be just as dangerous as he ever was, but in his cell, there's nobody he can torture but himself.
And it looks like he's been doing a good job. Unfortunately, all his self-destruction does nothing to bring back the two little girls he murdered, two young girls out for a walk. There's arguably even a lack of empathy in his attempts at "apology." He didn't damage someone's fender. If guilty, he has murdered two children and literally ruined countless lives. If he genuinely wanted to "apologize," there'd be no trial going on right now. If he is guilty (jmo, I'm now convinced he is), "reprehensible" is a nice word for what RA is at this point.