M: Ma'am yesterday you told us that after your experience or time in Ehrenberg with Mr. Alexander that you felt like a prostitute, right?
A: yes
M: But you've made other statements with regard to your experiences in Ehrenberg, haven't you?
A: Yes
M: Let's take a look and an exhibit. It's exhibit 490, which comes from an excerpt from your conversation with Mr. Alexander on May 10, 2008. Let's listen to it and see if that's your voice and then..
Tape plays: (inaudible to me)KY just keep putting it on as you need it and keep slip sliding around, giggle. Remember the first time that you and I grinded? An Ehrenberg and I was like cumming and you were like oh I came and we came at the same time and I looked around and there was just **** all over. It was so hot. We came together and that was so cool. (can't hear Travis) Yeah, think about that when you drive through there. Travis, I will, always. J: So do I.
M: Ma'am that's your voice on there, right?
A: Yes
M: And that's you and Mr. Alexander discussing what may have happened in Ehrenberg, right?
A: Yes, what did happen
M: Pardon
A: What did happen
M: What happened in Ehrenberg, right?
A: Yes
M: And you were talking in very fond tones about that experience in this clip that we just played, weren't you?
A: Yes
M: And it was because it was fun, right?
A: Yes
M: And it was something that you enjoyed, right?
A: Yes
M: So when you tell us that you felt like a prostitute, it really does, it seems to be contradicted by what's on exhibit 490, right?
A: Not if you understand why I said that
M: Well, you do enjoy, you do say that you enjoy the visit to Ehrenberg, correct?
A: Yes
M: You do enjoy the sex in Ehrenberg, correct?
A: Yes
M: I move for the admission of exhibit 490.
N: No objection
Judge: 490 is admitted
M: Ma'am you also had another conversation involving Ehrenberg with the people from 48 hours, correct?
A: Yes
M: Let me have that marked as an exhibit. I move for the admission of exhibit 491.
N: No additional objection, your honor
Judge: 491 is admitted.
48 Hours: Tell me more about that, what was it that was special about him. He was, he really was an amazing person to know. Um, he was generous, one of the most generous people that I've ever encountered. Um, we would, there was one point when we were in Ehrenberg, I think it's in Arizona, it's right on the border of Arizona or California, it's Ehrenberg and we were driving up, we were hitting the freeway to go to a movie theater. And we stopped at the stop sign to get onto the freeway and there was a lady holding a sign. I don't remember if it said Will work for food, or hungry, or God bless or something like that, but either way, he pulled over, we were in his BMW, he rolled down his window and he said are you hungry and she said yeah. And so with that, he turns around and we go to Wendy's and he gets the triple decker that they sell and the biggie fries and the biggest drink that you can get. And we drove back and gave it to her and she was really grateful, she just went over and sat down away from the freeway and started eating and had dinner that night. So, just little examples like that is just one of so many that people can tell you about his generosity. There were so many attractive qualities about him. He was very kind. When I moved from Mesa originally I down-sized from a house to a room and I didn't have a place to put my art and I did have a place to put my books and some of the things that were really precious to me so he allowed me to use, he had so much storage available in his home so he allowed me to use a lot of that storage to put things in his garage, his home, his closet and his office, things like that, so um, just, and it wasn't even a question, it was just like put it at my house. It wasn't like he was doing me this was a favor, it was just of course, why think twice about it. He was never showy about how generous he was, it was like second nature to him.
M: Ma'am when you first described this visit to Ehrenberg, you told us something that was a little bit different than what we heard right now, right?
A: Yes, according to the questions I was asked.
M: Yes or no?
A: Yes
M: And you told us about going to Sizzler, right?
A: Yes
M: You told us about him grabbing your rear-end, right?
A: Yes
M: You told us about the sexual encounter, right?
A: Yes
M: You told us it really wasn't a romantic weekend at all
A: No, it wasn't
M: And in fact the indication from you from the witness stand was that this was a pretty bad weekend all around, wasn't it
A: No, I didn't say that
M: Well, your indication was that all he wanted was sex, right?
A: Um, it seemed that way
M: Well, if it seemed that way, that was your belief right?
A: Not at the time but in retrospect, yes
M: So as you sis here today it looks like all he wanted was sex, right?
A: Mostly
M: Yes or no
A: Mostly
M: And when you got there according to you that's the first thing that happened, right?
A: Yes
M: And then you guys sat around at some point and started to look at or watch TV, correct?
A: Yes
M: And at some point you went out to dinner, right?
A: Yes
M: And at another point you went to the movies, right?
A: Yes
M: And you indicated that , well to you the way you said it, it wasn't a very romantic weekend, right?
A: Not overly romantic, in fact there was very little romance
M: Ma'am, I'm not asking you to embellish right now, I'm asking you whether or not you told us before that it was not a romantic weekend, that's what you said on direct , correct?
A: Yes
M: And you didn't tell us about this circumstance where he stopped and he gave this woman this burger from Wendy's either, did you?
A: No
M: It appears that there are two sides to what went on in Ehrenberg, correct?
A: No
M: Well, it appears that there's the side that we just heard from, where you enjoyed the sex, right?
A: Yes
M: A side where you and he were driving around, correct?
A: Yes
M: And he helped some homeless person, right?
A: I think she was homeless
M: Well, it's somebody that was standing on the side of the road, right?
A: Yes
M: With some sort of sign., and it looks like what we heard from the previous excerpt, it looks like you were sort of reminiscing back on May 10, 2008 reminiscing in a very positive fashion, right?
A: May 10, 2008, oh, yes
M: That's the phone call we just heard prior to this
A: Yes
M: And it looked like you were reminiscing in a very positive fashion right?
A:
M Not the same picture that you presented previously with regards to the Ehrenberg meeting, correct?
A: I was asked about a different time-frame
M: Ma'am
A: So then that would be correct.
M: The answer is that is correct, right?
A: Yes
M: One of the other things that was presented in this case was that it appeared that, Mr. Alexander, from what you presented, was an individual that was totally into sex, correct?
A: Yes
M: But, and that was with you, correct?
A: Me and other girls
M: Well, had you ever been in a bedroom with him and another girl?
A: Yes
M: And the three of you had sex?
A: No
M: So when you say that he had sex with other women, you really don't know if it's the truth of not, do you?
A: If he was telling me the truth, it was true.
M: Ma'am, I'm not asking you what he told you, I'm asking from your personal experience, in terms of the situations that you know about. You don't know of any other circumstances where he had sex with anybody else, right?
A: I do know
M: And you're talking because you were there and you were watching his penis go inside, right?
A: No
M: You're just telling us that because of some conversations you had with somebody else, right?
A: Just one person
M: And as we know, people don't like, do they?
A: That's not necessarily true
M: Well no, people don't lie, that's what you're telling us right now because your saying that somebody told me it must be true.
N: Objection
J: Sustained
A: I said if
M: Ma'am, you're saying it's based on what somebody told you, right?
A: Based on what Travis told me, yes
M: And people have a tendency to embellish things, sometimes, don't they?
A: Yes
M: Just like you in this case, correct?
A: Um, not on the stand, but in this case, yes
M: Haven't you lied from the very start of this case until, according to you, you got on the witness stand?
A: No
M: Well, you're saying that you're not lying here, that what you're telling us is the truth, right?
A: Yes
M: But when you spoke with the detective that that wasn't true, correct. That's what you told us.
A: Well, anything, some things were not true. Most things
M: Most things were true, is that what you're saying?
A: Some things were not true
M: Did you lie to the detective, yes or no?
A: Yes
M: And did you lie to him on two occasions
A: More than two, yes
M: I'm talking about two dates, did you lie to him on two dates?
A: Yes
M: And did you also lie to 48 Hours?
A: Yes
M: Did you lie to people in Utah?
A: Yes
M: Did you lie to Daniel Freeman?
A: Yes, everyone
M: So you lied to a lot of people, but you're saying that just because you are sitting here in this courtroom there had been, for lack of a better term, a conversion and you are now telling the truth, correct?
A: For lack of a better term, yes
M: And the same thing with regard to whatever Mr. Alexander tells you, everything he says, you believe, right?
A: Not necessarily
M: Well but you do believe the part about the sexual encounters, right?
A: Yes
M: Did you ever talk to the women that were involved to confirm it?
A: Um, no
M: So you don't have any confirmation as to whether or not it happened, right?
A: No
M: It appears this sexual interest that he had was directed toward you, wasn't it
A: Some of it
M: No, most of it, or all of it, wasn't it directed towards you
A: not all of it, some of it, most of it, maybe during the time we were together most of it, I don't know.
M: Well, lets see what was said on May 10th of 2008 about that, and I'll ask you after I play it if that is your voice and if
KN: He has to move to be admitted before it's published
M: Move for the admission of 492
J: 492 is admitted
Tape plays: But you are right that in the bath ahh that was hot.
Oh when we took a bath together?
Uh huh.
That was, that was surreal like honestly and I think I mean maybe the candle light and the bubbles all had something to do with it but ahh you were amazing. You made me seriously you made me feel like a Goddess like I wasnt saying you were like worshiping me but you were you made me feel like I was the most freaking beautiful woman on the whole planet. Like I so so felt like I was the Goddess <<giggle>> and so, aside from all those warm fuzzy feelings but like it was it was so sexy and it was so hot and ohh gosh.
Well it wasnt hard to make you feel that way because you were you were frickin you you were hot you are
seriously honey, I want pussy right now for that
start touching yourself.
I am already <<giggle>>
Alright. I just started.
I wish those were my hands giving you a hand job.
Honey right like now before I met you I never jacked off once I start
I started meeting you it was like once a month once every two weeks like
since youve left I jack off every day sometimes 2, 3 times a day.
Are you serious?!
Yeah well its always <<unintelligible>>*
Oh my <<unintelligible>> right now. I wish you were here. If you were here and my grandparents asleep Id put you right in my bedroom and wed shut and lock the door and we would just have a big **** fest and wed go at it all night.
M: That is your voice, right?
A: Yes
M: That's him telling you that in terms of his sexual activity, masturbation specifically, he didn't masturbate before he met you, right?
A: No, he didn't say that, he said he hardly ever did.
M: Well Ma'am perhaps we should listen to it again so we can hear. You're saying that he's not saying I don't know before I met you I never jacked-off. I want you to take a listen to that:
Plays tape again:
But you are right that in the bath ahh that was hot.
Oh when we took a bath together?
Uh huh.
That was, that was surreal like honestly and I think I mean maybe the candle light and the bubbles all had something to do with it but ahh you were amazing. You made me seriously you made me feel like a Goddess like I wasnt saying you were like worshiping me but you were you made me feel like I was the most freaking beautiful woman on the whole planet. Like I so so felt like I was the Goddess <<giggle>> and so, aside from all those warm fuzzy feelings but like it was it was so sexy and it was so hot and ohh gosh.
Well it wasnt hard to make you feel that way because you were you were frickin you you were hot you are
seriously honey, I want pussy right now for that
start touching yourself.
I am already <<giggle>>
Alright. I just started.
I wish those were my hands giving me a hand job. Honey, don't you know before I met you, I never jacked-off.
M: Did you hear that,?
A: Yes
M: He said Honey, before I met you I never jacked-off.
A: Yes
M: And you have no reason to doubt that, do you?
N: Objection, calls for speculation
A: I have plenty of reason to doubt that
J: Overruled
A: Yes, I do have reason to doubt that
M: And you're basing your previous statements to us about him being with other women on what he told you, right?
A: Um, yes
M: And yet, we have him here telling us that he never jacked-off before he met you, isn't that what he's saying?
A: Yes
M: And so what you're saying is that well I'll believe him when it's to my benefit but I won't believe him when it's not.
N: Objection we're talking about apples and oranges, sex v. masturbation
J: Overruled you may answer the question
A: I don't know because I don't think that's to my benefit or not either way
M: Well, what you're saying is I'll believe him when he tells me that he's having some sort of intimacies with other women, you told us you believe that right?
A: Yeah, I do
M: You believe that without talking to the women, right?
A: Yes
M: Yet when we hear him in court saying that he never masturbated or jacked-off before he met you you're saying you won't believe that, right?
A: Um, based on what he's also told me, that would be no
M: Yes or no
A: Because he has jacked-off
M: Yes or no, you won't believe what he has said then.
A: Um, it wasn't consistent, so no.
M: So no you don't believe that, right?
A: No, I don't believe that
M: And in fact,with regard to this recording, the person recording it is you, right?
A: Yes
M: it wasn't him, right?
A: No
M: And you're saying it was for his benefit, right, that's what you told us on direct examination, right?
A: No, it wasn't for his benefit, it was for us to listen to.
M: It was actually for your benefit wasn't it?
A: No, I don't see how
M: Well, in terms of who had control of it, that was you, right?
A: Control of the recording?
M: Yes, that's what we're talking about, we're talking about a recording that you made on May 8, 2008, are we clear on that?
A: Yes
M: That recording was in your control, wasn't it?
A: Yes
M: It was never in Mr. Alexander's control, was it?
A: No
M: So if anybody was going to enjoy that recording, it was you?
A: No
M:Well, if anybody had it, it was you, then, right?
A: I had it, yes
M: And if anybody wanted to hear it again, that would be, the only person that could do that would be you, right?
A: That's not right
M: How is it that Mr. Alexander could hear it, if you were the only person who had it.
A: That's what we were trying to figure out, how to replay it for him.
M: Ma'am you still had control of it thought, didn't you?
A: For about a week, I did
M: Yes or no, did you have control of it
A: Yes for a week
M: You keep saying a week, did you then give it to him?
A: No, That's not what I'm saying
M: Alright so you did have control of this recording in the sense it was in your telephone, right?
A: Yes
M: It was never in Mr. Alexander's possession, right?
A: No
M: So if anybody wanted to listen to it, they would have to go through you, right?
A: At that time, yes
M: What time do you think are we talking about
A: I'm talking about for the week following the recording, beyond that, the answer would be no
M: You keep referencing that. Did you give the recording to Mr. Alexander after a week?
A: No
M: Did you give this recording to Mr. Alexander after 2 or 3 weeks?
A: No, I never gave it to him
M: That's true so if anybody was going to enjoy this recording, it wasn't Mr. Alexander because he didn't have control of it, right
A: That wasn't the purpose of the recording so that would be no
M: Did I ask you what the purpose of the recording was, ma'am
A: No
M: I asked you if anybody was going to enjoy the fruits of this whatever it was it would have been you, right?
A: It would have been Travis
M: Oh so Travis was going to enjoy it even though he had not control over it, right?
A: I don't know how to answer that
M: Why don't you know how to answer that
A: Because of the way your question
M: Excuse me, you were the one that was in control of it, right?
A: Yes
M: And you were the one that created the recording, right?
A: We both created the recording.
M: Well no that's not true. Was he pushing the button over and over to keep this recording going, or was that you?
A: I was,
M: So you created it then, right?
A: I recorded it, we both created it together
M: No, you recorded it, that's how it came into being, he had nothing to do with the recording, did he?
N: Objection
A: I don't agree with that
J: Overruled
A: No, I don't agree with that
M: So you're saying that somehow he was pushing a button in Mesa and so that this recording came about, is that what you're saying?
A: That's not what I'm saying
M: Well, technologically speaking, Ma'am, the only person that was in control of creating this recording was you ,right?
A: That's correct.
M: And he was a player, if you will, or one of the protagonists in this little little tete-a-tete, whatever went on, correct?
A: That's correct,
M: And so, he didn't even know he was being recorded.
A: That's not correct.
M: Well, does he ever say at any point in that whole recording that we ever hear can you record this for me, he doesn't say that does he?
A: No, it was already recording
M: Ma'am does it ever say in that recording any words from Mr. Alexander anything to the effect that he knows that he's being recorded?
A: Um, I don't think so
M: When you say you don't think so, you were there when it was actually created, right?
A: Yes
M: You were here when it was played, right?
A: Yes
M: So you're familiar with this, right?
A: Yes
M: And nowhere is there any indication that Mr. Alexander even knew that he was being recorded, right?
A: Um, no, I don't think either of us say anything about it being recorded.
M: And you didn't tell him throughout this whole, from what we heard, you didn't tell him he was being recorded, right?
A: I wouldn't have needed to, he already knew
M: Ma'am, yes or no
A: No
M: In recording did you tell him he was being recorded?
A: I answered no
M: So and you have this recording for whatever purposes you wanted to use it, right?
A: Um, yes
M: You could have posted it on the internet if you wanted to, right?
A: In theory, yeah I guess I could have
M: Well, not in, that can be done, you know how to do that, right?
A: No, I didn't know how to get anything of my phone at the time, but if that was my goal I could have figured it out.
M: Sure, and this recording that you had, for whatever reason you chose not to erase it, right?
A: Um not for a week
M: Did you erase it after a week, is that what you're saying?
A: I didn't have the opportunity, so no I didn't erase it after a week
M: Pardon
A: no I didn't
M: And you just said something about you didn't have the opportunity to erase it after a week and if this was on the 10th what happened on May 17th that prevented you from having it erased?
A: Well, it may not have been exactly a week, it may have been the 18th and I believed my phone was stolen and it was actually lost for about, well a few years.
M: So according to you, this phone was stolen for approximately a couple of years, right?
A: Yes, I reported it stolen to the police and I had insurance on the phone so they replaced a new one for me
M: And it resurfaced, right?
A: Yes
M: Well, you know yesterday when we talked about this issue involving recordings and that sort of thing involving specifically involving Mr. Alexander's penis, one of the things you told us was that, well, yes I was the one that downloaded it onto the hard drive of my computer, remember telling us that?
A: Yes
M: If you would have been offended, you could have deleted that photograph, right?
A: If I was offended
M: Yeah, you could have, but you didn't do that, right?
A: Right, I wasn't offended
M: No in terms of this recording, it also gives us a view of into what your views are about the sexual relationship with Mr. Alexander, doesn't it?
A: Yes
M: In face, in it, you indicate that you want to um, blossom sexually, right?
A: Yes
M: And that he's the person that you want help you blossom sexually, correct?
A: I didn't say want, I said I had with him and that I would like to in the future with somebody else.
M: Well let's take a look so that we're totally clear about what you said. Move for the admission of exhibit 493
N: No objections
J: 493 is admitted
(30:43, more sex tape, thank you princesspj):
Youre, you're not joking I mean like like there are times when when we just I cant, Im trying to think of an example. Theres been a few times where Ive been bold enough to just pull you onto the bed and start and
oh my gosh do you remember that time I came to visit you when I was still living in California and I fell asleep on your chair next to your bed and you just like woke me up by pulling my pants off and totally licking my pussy?
Yeah.
I was so embarrassed because Id just like got my Brazilian on and I was like worried about what it looked like and I was like aaahhh and the lights were bright and they were on and I was all self conscious <giggle> but I remember that was hot. I was like I was totally tired and I was asleep and I would have been completely content just cuddling with you once we got into bed but <yelp> you had another agenda.
Yeah, you gotta admit though like theres not many guys that would do that just for fun like you gotta admit that.
See thats the thing like I dont know what the ratio is but I get the impression that theyre I mean this is kind of an awkward subject to bring up but you know eventually were both going to remarry people and I just get the feeling that there arent a lot of Mormon guys like that and there may or may not
Im sure that there are plenty of freaky Mormon girls but are they the marrying type. I shouldnt say that, Im just saying are they the type that youd want to marry or are the guys out there the type that Id want to marry and and I dont know like I really would like to marry some
a return missionary but like you someone who can be freaky like I just worry about that. There are plenty of nice people out there but like
aahhh I worry that I might feel like a wilting flower is all. Who never really blossomed to her full potential at least in the sexual realm. I feel like I have with you but still I have plenty of blossom time left and I want to live all those years being that way I dont know.
Yeah.
Thats all.
Well, Im Im gonna enjoy your blossoms when I come up there.
Yeah. <giggle>
Im going to tie you to a tree and put it in your



by the way.
Whats that?
Im going to tie you to a tree and put it in your



by the way.
Oh my gosh. That is so debasing. I like it <giggle> there are times when we just we just I'm trying to think of an example, oh my gosh remember that time when you came to visit me and I fell asleep
M: Ma'am you did hear the talk here as it started about a situation where he woke you up in a sexual fashion, didn't you?
A: Yes
M: Do you remember on direct examination telling us that on a previous occasion when he first had vaginal intercourse with you that he woke you up in a similar fashion, right?
A: Well, similar, yes
M: Well, what you told us at that time was that you were asleep, remember telling us that?
A: Yes
M: And he pulled your panties or whatever it was that you were wearing down below, correct?
A: Which time?
M: The time that you claimed that he placed his penis inside you
A: I don't know I was awake for that, my panties were missing.
M: What was that?
A: they were missing when I woke up
M: But you went to bed with them on?
A: Um, I woke up without them still and I had to look for them.
M: Well ma'am do you remember testifying on direct examination that you had your panties on and that he took your panties off, do you remember testifying to that?
A: Yeah, I assumed he took them off
M: Well, I'm not saying, asking you to assume anything right now, I'm asking you whether or not you remember if that's what you testified to.
A: Yes
M: As part of that encounter, one of the things you told us was that he went inside you, right?
A: Yes
M: And he didn't have permission, right?
A: I guess technically not
M: Well not technically, do you remember telling us that?
A: I remember my attorney asking me if my
M: Ma'am, I'm not asking what your attorney asked you, I don't care about his questions, I care about your answers. My question to you, isn't it true that you responded or told us, that he was doing it without your permission and that you didn't like it?
A: I don't remember that, I don't remember characterizing it that way.
M: So you did like it when he was inside you?
A: Um
N: Objection
J: Overruled
A: It wasn't really like or dislike, I was just worried, that's all.
M: You say that you're worried and um, my question to you is if you liked it or didn't like it did you express any preference either way to Mr. Alexander
A: I don't think I did
M: Did you forget what you told us that you did after that?
A: I said his name after that
M: And then after that what do you remember that you told us that you did?
A: He uh, well when I said his name and I tried to get out from underneath him his thrusts quickened and after that we sort of broke apart and he pushed my head under the covers
M: Right, so we are talking about the same encounter , right?
A: Yes
M: and it was consensual, right? Even though you were asleep
N: Objection.
J: Overruled you may answer
A: Well, I didn't object to it
M: Well, if you didn't object to it, it was consensual, right?
N: Objection, she was asleep
J: Approach.