DakotaMayi
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Thanks to those that commented I’m not sure how to get the quotes to work yet.
It wasn’t easy for me to go forward in one way. Because like I said my I have only one left at home. She just turned 14 (ouch) she also is n/v autism . I know she will be with me forever which I’m totalky ok with. She’s now a good kid. And life had actually gotten so easy with her. She hit puburity and we lost all negative behaviors stims etc. I can do whatever I need to and take her along and she’s a angel. The one older then her is a senior at K-state ( boy) then a son 2 years older then him. And my oldest who is the mother to my 2 grandchildren. I’m in my 40’s I didn’t plan on doing the baby and toddler and everything all over again. Plus the impact it would have on my s/n child. However my grandson (I didn’t mention that he was a boy ) was basically dumped here the day he turned 15 months old. He will be 3 in Early July. I didn’t think I could do it all again and do right by him. But on the other hand like many reminded me. I already HAD been doing it for more of his life then his mom ever did. He knows no other life. He doesn’t even know his mom. He doesn’t know what a mom is suppose to do. He calls me Grandma he calls her momma but that’s just her name in his eyes.
I know my daughter threatened to take him often maybe she wouldn’t of. But I know her and when she gets mad enough she would do just that. Plus the crying and whatnot when she did take him . I feared if he survived life after going back to her he would come to me someday and ask why I didn’t keep him? He never even bonded with his mom period. She did bond with her oldest son. And his dad is in a panic everytime his mother does actually show up and take him for her weekends which is rare. Drugs rule her. I knew he’d need to start school this next year and dang it this baby has no voice no one to be one HIS side. Then Lucas story hit omg , we came up with the cash really quick and retained a lawyer the same day. Not sure how we did it but we did. I would of backed out if not for Lucas’s little face .
The advantage I have that my ex son in law doesn’t have is they have joint legal custody. But he has full residential. He has to let his son go with her he already tried not. But I don’t have to at all . I could actually get in trouble for doing so since I’m leaving him with someone who the court declares unfit. This might push my ex son in law to get things changed with my 5 yr old grandson.
But I love this little boy with my everything he is Happy and healthy and treated exactly the same as my child still left at home. He is biracial and in our town sadly that will stigmatize him. He doesn’t need to also be known has the kid with the druggie and drug dealer mommy. It’s heartbreaking my daughter is a totally different person from the girl I raised. I can’t help her I’ve tried. But I can make sure her son has a great life. I do make sure his dad as unlimited access to him.
Again with this, its the same as it was with EG.
Why is your daughter too unfit for her youngest son, but not too unit for her oldest son. Like with EG, why is she not allowed her own bio children, but is allowed MH & someone elses child; LH.
The system is messed up.
Thank you for saving that little boy.