Defence Case Friday 9th June 2023 - LUCY LETBY'S CROSS-EXAMINATION
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11:00
Proceedings are overseen by Mr Justice Goss.
Representing Letby is Ben Myers KC.
Nick Johnson KC is the barrister for the prosecution.
11:09
Lucy Letby told the court that she disputed the agreed evidence put before the court by Child N's parents about a phone call she made to them.
Agreed evidence means it has been submitted to the court as an agreed "truth".
Child N's father said Letby phoned him, but Letby said: "I have no recollection of speaking to the family on the phone and I would not have put [colleague]'s name on the note if that were not the case."
Letby's defence, Ben Myers KC, says it was a "mistake" that this evidence was agreed before the court, but says it was a legitimate line of questioning for Nick Johnson KC to have taken.
11:26
Letby previously said she was told she would not be returning to the neonatal unit a day before she had been due to work a shift.
On 27 June 2016, hours before Letby was due to begin a night shift, she was called by a member of staff and told not to come in for her shift.
Texts are now being shown to the court.
Letby to her male doctor colleague on 27 June (17.41): [Colleague] has just phoned telling me not to come in tonight & do days instead. I asked if there was a problem & she said No, just trying to protect me a bit & we can have a chat about tomorrow but now I'm worried.
Letby says she was concerned that "potentially I had done something wrong, that I had made a mistake".
Letby to [Colleague 2] (17.41): But I'm worried I am in trouble or something.
Letby to [Colleague 2] (17.46): I know but worrying incase they think I missed something or whatever. Why leave it till now to ring.
Letby says this was "very late in the day" to call her and tell her now to come in for a shift, especially because management do not work after 5pm.
More messages are shown.
Letby to male doctor (17.50): I can't do this job if it's going to be like this. My head is a mess. Why is she ringing at this time. There must be a problem.
"Were you having a meltdown," she is asked.
"Yes," she replies.
Letby to male doctor colleague (17.55): Messes with your head a bit to be told that at this time, would have sounded more reasonable if it had done earlier which is Why i wonder if it's come from higher up as she usually finishes at 4.
Letby is asked if she was concerned this came from above.
"Yes," Letby says.
The male doctor, who Letby was allegedly sweet on, tried to reassure her.
She replied at 18.00: I can't talk about this now.
Twelve minutes later she sent another message.
Letby to male doctor colleague (18.12): Sorry that was rude. Felt completely overwhelmed & panicked for a minute. We all worked tirelessly & did everything possible, I don't see how anyone can question that. [Colleague] has always been very supportive.
Letby is asked what she was doing in those 12 minutes.
"I can't answer that," she says.
Another message is shown.
Letby to male doctor colleague (18.16): I am having a meltdown++ but think that's what I need to do.
She is asked what grade of a meltdown she was having.
"At this point quite a dramatic one," Letby replies, before adding: "I can't define every emotion I was feeling at that point."
11:38
During this time, she reported one child as being at risk of an accidental air embolism because the stoppers were left off their IVs.
Nick Johnson, the prosecution barrister asks Letby why, a few days after "having a meltdown", she was "reporting the risk of an accidental air embolism".
"You had your thinking cap on, didn't you?" he asks.
Letby denies this.
"An insurance policy going on here."
"No," she replies.
"So you can suggest this was a hospital where things were so lax people left the bungs of the intravenous access for these children," says Mr Johnson.
"No that's what I found," Letby replies.
Letby texted a colleague on 15 July that the babies in question became unwell after leaving her care, "or were already acutely unwell when I took over".
She says she began gathering information for her union representative.
Letby to colleague on 15 July (15. 49): Hoping to get as much info together as possible- if they have nothing or minimal on me they'll look silly, not Me.
Letby is then asked if she went on the attack.
"I don't think this was an attack, this was me responding to what was happening to me," she tells the court.
Her union representative advised Letby against pushing to go back on the unit.
Letby to colleague on 8 August (11.25): Asked about social things and he said it's up to me but would advise not speaking with anyone in case any of them are involved in the process... Feel a bit like Im being shoved in a corner and forgotten about by the trust. It's my life and career.
Letby says this colleague was her "best friend" and she had been looking for support, despite the fact she had been told not to contact people working on the unit.
Letby to colleague on 8 August (11.31): It's making me feel like I should hide away by saying not to speak to anyone and going on for months etc- I haven't done anything wrong.
11:41
She is asked what their motive could have been.
"At this time I did not know what babies they were discussing, or what the allegations were," she tells the court, adding that she feared "anything that went wrong they could have put on to me".
Mr Johnson, the prosecution barrister, asks if she thinks "these doctors' motives were influenced by a conspiracy".
"Yes, that is what I believe," she says.
Mr Johnson asks Letby if she believes it was "above your paygrade to determine what the shortcomings were" in the care for the children involved.
"In the medical profession, yes," she says.
Letby has previously said she doesn't feel the "staffing levels at the Countess of Chester were at the level they should have been".
But Mr Johnson says Letby has failed to raise in each individual case where low staffing levels may have contributed.
"I think some of the babies didn't have adequate care over a period of time," Letby says.
12:00
Letby has previously been accused of looking up her alleged victims' families online, and a series of searches are being read to the court.
25 June 2015
At 21:50 Letby searched for the parents of Children A and B.
At 21:51 Letby searched for the parents of Child D - Letby previously said she "didn't remember" this baby.
"What was the connection in your mind between those three people," Mr Johnson asks.
"They are babies who have died from being seriously unwell," Letby says.
5 October 2015
At 01:16 Letby searched for mother of Child I.
At 01:17 Letby searched for father of Children E and F.
"What did they have in common?" Mr Johnson asks.
"Again they are babies that had something significant happen to them and they were on my mind," Letby says.
"You were checking up on your victims, weren't you?"
"No."
He later says: "You were a killer who was looking at your victims."
"No," she replies.
Several other examples are read out to the court.
5 November 2015
At 23:40 Letby searched for the mother of Children E and F.
At 23:40 Letby searched for the mother of Child G.
At 23:44 Letby searched for mother of Child I.
Letby denies these families were grouped together for any reason.
25 December 2015
Letby searched for the mother of Children E and F.
"I often thought of [her]," she tells the court.
"She was the person who caught you in the act," Mr Johnson says, adding that this would have been reason enough to remember her.
"No, [we] had a good relationship."
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12:20
He says: "You told the jury you just changed as a person, your mental health deteriorated and you - and these are your words - 'felt very isolated from my friends and family on the unit'."
More of Letby's statement is read out: 'We were a very supportive unit, regardless or not of whether we were friends, we were a very supportive nursing unit.'
Letby was told she could only have contact with a limited number of people from the unit.
"Did you abide by the direction?" Mr Johnson asks.
After a pause, Letby replies: "Yes."
"So you didn't have contact with anyone but the people you were told you could have contact with?"
"At that very beginning part yes but it did change as time went on," Letby says.
The prosecution says Letby was "given a document this morning".
"What's in the document?" Mr Johnson says.
After a pause, she replies: "My social life."
The prosecution says this "disproves" what Letby has previously said about her contact with the unit.
"I disagree," she says.
Letby is asked if she was "looking for sympathy" when she told the jury she had been cut off and isolated from her friends.
"Yes, it was a very difficult time," she says.
"You thought you'd get sympathy by telling a lie," says Mr Johnson.
"No."
"Was it just a mistake?"
"Yes."
The document, the prosecution says, contains examples of Letby "out drinking" and "going on days out" with members of the neonatal unit.
One day she went to London with the male colleague she has previously denied was her boyfriend.
12:21
In one message, the male colleague she denied was her boyfriend exchanged a series of heart emojis via WhatsApp and travelled together to London at least once.
Letby says they had to cancel the second trip.
"[Colleague] was a married man, it's not a relationship at all it's a friendship," she says.
The prosecution says this document is "peppered" with lots of examples of Letby out socialising with people from the unit.
"You had a very active social life, didn't you?" Mr Johnson asks.
"Yes."
"You have deliberately misled this jury about your background," Mr Johnson says.
"No."
He says Letby also "misled [the jury] about your circumstances following your suspension".
"No."
12:23
"How were you dressed when you left the house?"
"I think I had a nightie on and tracksuit bottoms and trainers," she says.
"You were taken away in a blue Lee Cooper Leisure suit."
"I don't remember, I had a nightie on," she says.
"Do you want me to show you a video of it?"
"No."
The prosecution says Letby wasn't taken away in her pyjamas at all. Letby agrees this was the case.
"Why did you lie to the jury about it?" Mr Johnson asks.
"I don't know."
Mr Johnson calls Letby a "very calculating woman" who "tells lies deliberately".
"No," she replies.
"The reason you tell lies is to try to get sympathy from people," says Mr Johnson.
"No."
He then adds: "Killing these children you got quite a lot of attention."
"I didn't kill these children," Letby replies.
"You are getting quite a lot of attention now, aren't you?"
Silence from Letby.
12:26
"I am writing how I was feeling at that time, and it was their birthday and I mentioned all three of them," Letby says.
The note reads: 'Today is your birthday and you aren't here. And I am so sorry for that.'
"Why were you including [the other triplet]?" Mr Johnson asks.
"I've written three names, I also wrote [colleague]."
The prosecution asks the question again.
"I can't answer that," Letby says.
"Is that because in your mind there was a terminal end in store for [other triplet] if he stayed with you?"
"No," she replies.
"Was that your objective to kill all three?" Mr Johnson asks.
"No."
12:31

The court is being shown a green note Letby wrote, which includes the words: 'I AM EVIL. I DID THIS.'
"There is a lot going on in this note isn't there?" Mr Johnson asks.
"Yes."
Letby says she wrote this when she "didn't know how this was going to end".
On this note, Letby wrote: 'I will never know what it is like to have a family'.
"That is how I felt at that time, I could not see a future for myself," Letby replies.
Mr Johnson points out that during this time, images on social media show Letby "out on the razz".
"I did have good times in those years, yes," Letby says.
Mr Johnson then concludes his prosecution by saying: "You are a murderer."
"No, I am not," Letby says.
"You have murdered many children," he says.
Letby replies: "I have never murdered a child or harmed any of them."
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11:00
The jury has filed in
Court has resumed for this morning.Proceedings are overseen by Mr Justice Goss.
Representing Letby is Ben Myers KC.
Nick Johnson KC is the barrister for the prosecution.
11:09
Letby's defence admits 'mistake'
This morning's session has begun with the judge clarifying to the jury something we heard on Wednesday.Lucy Letby told the court that she disputed the agreed evidence put before the court by Child N's parents about a phone call she made to them.
Agreed evidence means it has been submitted to the court as an agreed "truth".
Child N's father said Letby phoned him, but Letby said: "I have no recollection of speaking to the family on the phone and I would not have put [colleague]'s name on the note if that were not the case."
Letby's defence, Ben Myers KC, says it was a "mistake" that this evidence was agreed before the court, but says it was a legitimate line of questioning for Nick Johnson KC to have taken.
11:26
Letby's 'meltdown' text messages after being suspended from work
Nick Johnson, the prosecution's barrister, is now continuing with his questioning of Lucy Letby.Letby previously said she was told she would not be returning to the neonatal unit a day before she had been due to work a shift.
On 27 June 2016, hours before Letby was due to begin a night shift, she was called by a member of staff and told not to come in for her shift.
Texts are now being shown to the court.
Letby to her male doctor colleague on 27 June (17.41): [Colleague] has just phoned telling me not to come in tonight & do days instead. I asked if there was a problem & she said No, just trying to protect me a bit & we can have a chat about tomorrow but now I'm worried.
Letby says she was concerned that "potentially I had done something wrong, that I had made a mistake".
Letby to [Colleague 2] (17.41): But I'm worried I am in trouble or something.
Letby to [Colleague 2] (17.46): I know but worrying incase they think I missed something or whatever. Why leave it till now to ring.
Letby says this was "very late in the day" to call her and tell her now to come in for a shift, especially because management do not work after 5pm.
More messages are shown.
Letby to male doctor (17.50): I can't do this job if it's going to be like this. My head is a mess. Why is she ringing at this time. There must be a problem.
"Were you having a meltdown," she is asked.
"Yes," she replies.
Letby to male doctor colleague (17.55): Messes with your head a bit to be told that at this time, would have sounded more reasonable if it had done earlier which is Why i wonder if it's come from higher up as she usually finishes at 4.
Letby is asked if she was concerned this came from above.
"Yes," Letby says.
The male doctor, who Letby was allegedly sweet on, tried to reassure her.
She replied at 18.00: I can't talk about this now.
Twelve minutes later she sent another message.
Letby to male doctor colleague (18.12): Sorry that was rude. Felt completely overwhelmed & panicked for a minute. We all worked tirelessly & did everything possible, I don't see how anyone can question that. [Colleague] has always been very supportive.
Letby is asked what she was doing in those 12 minutes.
"I can't answer that," she says.
Another message is shown.
Letby to male doctor colleague (18.16): I am having a meltdown++ but think that's what I need to do.
She is asked what grade of a meltdown she was having.
"At this point quite a dramatic one," Letby replies, before adding: "I can't define every emotion I was feeling at that point."
11:38
'If they have nothing or minimal on me they'll look silly'
The week after Children O and P died, and Child Q collapsed, Letby worked a final three shifts at the Countess of Chester Hospital.During this time, she reported one child as being at risk of an accidental air embolism because the stoppers were left off their IVs.
Nick Johnson, the prosecution barrister asks Letby why, a few days after "having a meltdown", she was "reporting the risk of an accidental air embolism".
"You had your thinking cap on, didn't you?" he asks.
Letby denies this.
"An insurance policy going on here."
"No," she replies.
"So you can suggest this was a hospital where things were so lax people left the bungs of the intravenous access for these children," says Mr Johnson.
"No that's what I found," Letby replies.
Letby texted a colleague on 15 July that the babies in question became unwell after leaving her care, "or were already acutely unwell when I took over".
She says she began gathering information for her union representative.
Letby to colleague on 15 July (15. 49): Hoping to get as much info together as possible- if they have nothing or minimal on me they'll look silly, not Me.
Letby is then asked if she went on the attack.
"I don't think this was an attack, this was me responding to what was happening to me," she tells the court.
Her union representative advised Letby against pushing to go back on the unit.
Letby to colleague on 8 August (11.25): Asked about social things and he said it's up to me but would advise not speaking with anyone in case any of them are involved in the process... Feel a bit like Im being shoved in a corner and forgotten about by the trust. It's my life and career.
Letby says this colleague was her "best friend" and she had been looking for support, despite the fact she had been told not to contact people working on the unit.
Letby to colleague on 8 August (11.31): It's making me feel like I should hide away by saying not to speak to anyone and going on for months etc- I haven't done anything wrong.
11:41
Letby: 'Band of four' colleagues conspired against me
Letby is now being asked about the "band of four" colleagues she claims were conspiring against her.She is asked what their motive could have been.
"At this time I did not know what babies they were discussing, or what the allegations were," she tells the court, adding that she feared "anything that went wrong they could have put on to me".
Mr Johnson, the prosecution barrister, asks if she thinks "these doctors' motives were influenced by a conspiracy".
"Yes, that is what I believe," she says.
Mr Johnson asks Letby if she believes it was "above your paygrade to determine what the shortcomings were" in the care for the children involved.
"In the medical profession, yes," she says.
Letby has previously said she doesn't feel the "staffing levels at the Countess of Chester were at the level they should have been".
But Mr Johnson says Letby has failed to raise in each individual case where low staffing levels may have contributed.
"I think some of the babies didn't have adequate care over a period of time," Letby says.
12:00
'Killer' Letby's Facebook searches read out to the court
Nick Johnson, the prosecution barrister, then goes back through some of Letby's Facebook searches.Letby has previously been accused of looking up her alleged victims' families online, and a series of searches are being read to the court.
25 June 2015
At 21:50 Letby searched for the parents of Children A and B.
At 21:51 Letby searched for the parents of Child D - Letby previously said she "didn't remember" this baby.
"What was the connection in your mind between those three people," Mr Johnson asks.
"They are babies who have died from being seriously unwell," Letby says.
5 October 2015
At 01:16 Letby searched for mother of Child I.
At 01:17 Letby searched for father of Children E and F.
"What did they have in common?" Mr Johnson asks.
"Again they are babies that had something significant happen to them and they were on my mind," Letby says.
"You were checking up on your victims, weren't you?"
"No."
He later says: "You were a killer who was looking at your victims."
"No," she replies.
Several other examples are read out to the court.
5 November 2015
At 23:40 Letby searched for the mother of Children E and F.
At 23:40 Letby searched for the mother of Child G.
At 23:44 Letby searched for mother of Child I.
Letby denies these families were grouped together for any reason.
25 December 2015
Letby searched for the mother of Children E and F.
"I often thought of [her]," she tells the court.
"She was the person who caught you in the act," Mr Johnson says, adding that this would have been reason enough to remember her.
"No, [we] had a good relationship."
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12:20
Letby went 'out drinking' with colleagues after suspension, court hears
Nick Johnson, the prosecution barrister, is now looking at Letby's social life around the time of her suspension from the unit.He says: "You told the jury you just changed as a person, your mental health deteriorated and you - and these are your words - 'felt very isolated from my friends and family on the unit'."
More of Letby's statement is read out: 'We were a very supportive unit, regardless or not of whether we were friends, we were a very supportive nursing unit.'
Letby was told she could only have contact with a limited number of people from the unit.
"Did you abide by the direction?" Mr Johnson asks.
After a pause, Letby replies: "Yes."
"So you didn't have contact with anyone but the people you were told you could have contact with?"
"At that very beginning part yes but it did change as time went on," Letby says.
The prosecution says Letby was "given a document this morning".
"What's in the document?" Mr Johnson says.
After a pause, she replies: "My social life."
The prosecution says this "disproves" what Letby has previously said about her contact with the unit.
"I disagree," she says.
Letby is asked if she was "looking for sympathy" when she told the jury she had been cut off and isolated from her friends.
"Yes, it was a very difficult time," she says.
"You thought you'd get sympathy by telling a lie," says Mr Johnson.
"No."
"Was it just a mistake?"
"Yes."
The document, the prosecution says, contains examples of Letby "out drinking" and "going on days out" with members of the neonatal unit.
One day she went to London with the male colleague she has previously denied was her boyfriend.
12:21
Letby denies affair with 'married' colleague after being suspended
The court is now being shown photographs of Letby, taken from her social media and phone.In one message, the male colleague she denied was her boyfriend exchanged a series of heart emojis via WhatsApp and travelled together to London at least once.
Letby says they had to cancel the second trip.
"[Colleague] was a married man, it's not a relationship at all it's a friendship," she says.
The prosecution says this document is "peppered" with lots of examples of Letby out socialising with people from the unit.
"You had a very active social life, didn't you?" Mr Johnson asks.
"Yes."
"You have deliberately misled this jury about your background," Mr Johnson says.
"No."
He says Letby also "misled [the jury] about your circumstances following your suspension".
"No."
12:23
Letby 'lied' to jury about being taken away in pyjamas
Letby previously told the jury she was first arrested at 6am and taken away in her nightgown."How were you dressed when you left the house?"
"I think I had a nightie on and tracksuit bottoms and trainers," she says.
"You were taken away in a blue Lee Cooper Leisure suit."
"I don't remember, I had a nightie on," she says.
"Do you want me to show you a video of it?"
"No."
The prosecution says Letby wasn't taken away in her pyjamas at all. Letby agrees this was the case.
"Why did you lie to the jury about it?" Mr Johnson asks.
"I don't know."
Mr Johnson calls Letby a "very calculating woman" who "tells lies deliberately".
"No," she replies.
"The reason you tell lies is to try to get sympathy from people," says Mr Johnson.
"No."
He then adds: "Killing these children you got quite a lot of attention."
"I didn't kill these children," Letby replies.
"You are getting quite a lot of attention now, aren't you?"
Silence from Letby.
12:26
'Today is your birthday and you aren't here. And I am so sorry for that'
The prosecution is now focussing on a note Letby wrote on a yellow post-it note addressed to the three triplet boys."I am writing how I was feeling at that time, and it was their birthday and I mentioned all three of them," Letby says.
The note reads: 'Today is your birthday and you aren't here. And I am so sorry for that.'
"Why were you including [the other triplet]?" Mr Johnson asks.
"I've written three names, I also wrote [colleague]."
The prosecution asks the question again.
"I can't answer that," Letby says.
"Is that because in your mind there was a terminal end in store for [other triplet] if he stayed with you?"
"No," she replies.
"Was that your objective to kill all three?" Mr Johnson asks.
"No."
12:31
Prosecution concludes: 'You are a murderer'

The court is being shown a green note Letby wrote, which includes the words: 'I AM EVIL. I DID THIS.'
"There is a lot going on in this note isn't there?" Mr Johnson asks.
"Yes."
Letby says she wrote this when she "didn't know how this was going to end".
On this note, Letby wrote: 'I will never know what it is like to have a family'.
"That is how I felt at that time, I could not see a future for myself," Letby replies.
Mr Johnson points out that during this time, images on social media show Letby "out on the razz".
"I did have good times in those years, yes," Letby says.
Mr Johnson then concludes his prosecution by saying: "You are a murderer."
"No, I am not," Letby says.
"You have murdered many children," he says.
Letby replies: "I have never murdered a child or harmed any of them."
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That's all for today
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'Killer' nurse Lucy Letby denies affair with married colleague after being suspended from work
In June 2016 - the week after two triplet boys died, and another boy collapsed so dramatically he was sent to intensive care - Letby was suspended from work. Documents shown in court depicted her "active" social life at this time.

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