At first I thought that maybe CW was tired and ragged from watching the kids
and had to be all cheerful at the neighbor's birthday party but was pissed off. Then then get home, the girls were jacked up on sugar, maybe one wet the bed and he lost his temper
and killed one. You who are parents are much more of a Saint than I am. The Watts girls crying and fussing in the various videos made me feel very stressed out. But my mother used to say that it's different when it's your own child.
I am not blaming SW. I am trying to figure out the dynamic of the relationship
and how it ended up in the murder of 4 souls. I had dismissed CW as being a passive/aggressive pouty jerk from a taste of the videos, but after I watched more of the videos, he seemed pretty agreeable and nice to his girls. And that
is the whole horror of the case. How could this guy commit this gruesome crime and blame Shanann? What is the psychological makeup of a guy like that? Can it happen to us?
MerryB's posts articulate what I believe--- we can discuss these things and it's ok. It is part of sleuthing. Our aim is not to blame SW and excuse CW. We're trying to understand what happened and why t happened.