I meant to not have that inner drive to live.I can’t stop pondering on the circumstances that led them to do that. If that is the outcome, truly heartbreaking . Having been through some terrible lows in life, as we all have I am sure, there is always so much to keep me wanting to live. Some of them very simple things like nature and my pets and family. To not have that must be just unthinkable. Prayers for them and their family.