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This.
He chose.
He stopped holding back and chose forward.
And that is scary as hell.
JMO
Stopped holding back and did the thing he'd been fantasising about is a good way of putting it IMO.
Maybe he'd had these type of ideas for many many years and never acted on them but thought them through and 'daydreamed' every permutation.
If something made him stop holding back then maybe it's because he'd given up on the other side of life, a 'normal' life. Because he had received some pretty brutal rejections - the loss of his position at the university, being confronted by fellow peers about his harsh grading, can't remember what stage he was banned off the campus. But when he was planning that trip home with his father, maybe he 'knew' it was the end of his life in Idaho and that's why he acted when he did?
JMO MOO