With a literal interpretation you must focus on the words exactly. She did not say “not intentionally” she said “intentionally” which means “with intention.”
“If he’d come I would have given him a beef Wellington too, yes, but not one with death cap mushrooms in it intentionally,”
Her position has been that the poisoning of her guests was an accident.
* She said she bought mushrooms from an Asian grocer, which she stored in a Tupperware container due to their strong smell when she went to use them in a previous dish.
* She also said she purchased mushrooms from Woolworths, which she used in the cooking of the BW for the fateful lunch
* She explained that in the process of that cooking, she tasted ‘something’ and found it a bit bland - so she added some of the mushrooms that were stored in the Tupperware Container (am presuming she must’ve been satisfied by her dose quantity as she didn’t report a further ‘tasting’ to check )
* She has agreed that the meal contained DC - hard to argue with the toxicology results imo
However at no stage has she stated that their inclusion was ‘intentional’ on her part ( nor has she apologised for her part, ‘ accidental’ or otherwise, in the horrendous, life-taking and life-altering illnesses that her guests endured as a result of that lunch. )
Therefore, I see her comment about the Beef Wellington that she prepared and would have given Simon to be her con-fluted and arrogant way of saying that it would have been the same as the BWs prepared & given to the other 4 guests - because the poison mushrooms in them was not there ‘intentionally’ either.
Some people will never admit their errors or failings, and never apologise, no matter what, as it’s psychologically threatening ! It makes them vulnerable . Instead, they double down on their ‘wrongness’ by denying the facts, blaming circumstances or attacking others, in order to make themselves feel empowered as opposed to feeling diminished.
It’s my belief that Erin falls into that category.
She’s in some uncharted waters, because she’s not used to things not going her way. Despite all her meticulous researching & planning, the lunch didn’t go as she expected - Ian survived and, worst of all, Simon is still around.
I doubt she will ever stop fighting the Guilty verdict, because to accept it means admitting
she failed.
IMO