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You have laid out what, i believe, is a very plausible account of what was going on in BK's life leading up to that horrible night., and I think you may very well be spot on in your thoughts.I am with you. I have thought about this more times than I care to image. I also thought about the KG back in town for the weekend to account for this being the moment. However, here is my latest thought on the timing. All of this is MOO:
Based on what we are learning, he planned for months. He probably thought about something like this for longer, but the actual planning (id target, clothing, car protection, operational tactics, etc) was months.
He was having problems in his TA position with several interventions throughout the semester. After that last meeting/intervention, he must have had a feeling he may lose his TA position. (I am not saying he knew for sure, but the writing was on the wall. The question about how he was going to fund his next semester may have amped up his anxiousness).
And lastly, this speaks for THAT weekend - not sure what type of responses he received from his Reddit survey or what final exams or oral dissertations he needed for his PHD, however, I saw this on the WSU academic schedule:
Friday, November 18, 2022
Last day to take final examination for an advanced degree.
Can't let all that planning and prep go to waste. Time to get the data I've been longing for.
edited formatting of cut-n-paste from WSU Academic Schedule.
I think pretty much the same things that you expressed, and would only add my personal feeling that as the semester began to wind down, and the days ticked toward the end of the semester, I believe he may have even done dry runs, maybe more than once, as part of his planning, and may have even gone out the night before he finally mustered the courage to go through with the plan, and for one reason or another talked himself out of it. If he did, that may have added pressure on him to make certain that the next opportunity would not be wasted, which may explain why he allegedly circled the immediate area three times in the half hour before finally coming to a stop around 4:04am, and doing the unthinkable. Whether he knew KG was there that night or not, I do not think mattered at that point. I remain unchanged in my strong feeling that MM was his target that night. And as you stated, I believe his driving urges that night were screaming, can't let all that planning and prep go to waste. JMO