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On February 13th 2017 he may have been extremely tired of his life again. I can imagine him thinking "I urgently need to have a "great" se.ual experience, and if it goes wrong for some reason, I'm finally able to do the suicide, as I waited for it and the necessary courage anyway most of my time. I hopefully will have the courage after that, and I will be redeemed from my demons." Each risk would have been (and WAS indeed) accepted by him, because of his longing for death. RA was/is a coward, he said it himself. He needed extreme pressure to use his gun on himself one day.In my amateur opinion he’d been fantasizing about sa with young girl(s) for a very long time and that day decided to act on it. Who knows what he's done in the past and just was never caught? moo
I would like to know, how often during his last 20 years KA helped him to overcome his strong feelings of guilt, which he may have had quite rightly for molesting or even murdering innocent girls. I can't help but think again of 2012 in Iowa. MOO