I just don't understand what this guy did at all. I completely understand why he feels animosity toward the healthcare insurance industry and the individual executives. I can relate to many of his criticisms of the industry and what I see as his disillusionments of various things in life in general. I can see why he would be angry and wish harm upon the executives and why he would rage against the unfair, greedy and heartless nature of the industry. I share his wish that the insurance racket as we know it be wiped out and replaced by something that isn't devoid of empathy and humanity like what we have now. I completely support his demand for change and understand his reasons why changes are necessary!
And I know I'm not alone. I'm sure many, if not most people feel the same exact way. His stance on this issue makes sense. It's popular. He is saying the same things many people feel. Everything he says about the evils of the insurance industry rings true. We all (or many of us) see it the same way. They're too profit-driven, they don't see clients as people, they hold too much power over life and death medical decisions when they aren't even medically trained, they use AI and algorithms that have zero capacity for empathy or compassion, they're arbitrary and inconsistent and unfeeling and they don't listen and they don't care. They show a callous disregard for the catastrophic events that they are directly responsible for in the lives of people who are in pain and suffering from awful and tragic things that they did nothing to deserve. I feel like these are all his beliefs, and I know these are common among our population.
But if so many of us feel the same way he does about this, how can he have chosen something so far from what any of the rest of us would have chosen to do about it? What made him consciously decide to do this deed that is utterly unthinkable to any reasonable person, when by all accounts, he has also always been a reasonable person?? What made this a good idea in his mind?
He knew as well as anybody what it could and likely would lead to, for himself as well as for his victims and their loved ones. He knew full well the tragedy and ruin that would come from what he did. I mean, SURELY he... thought about it before he did it, right? He had to have done something like weigh the pros and cons before he decided this is what he would do. At some point, it would've been a brand new idea to him, and I would think he would at least at first have thought it was a crazy and terrible idea. But then somehow he went from that to deciding that this was a good idea and that he HAD to do it. How does that happen?
Did he ever even think of ANY other possible thing he could do to achieve his goal? Did he even try to come up with some alternative that wouldn't require him to KILL a person? I simply cannot fathom what went through his mind that led to him going through with this. I can see him sitting down with a group of people, explaining his position and why the industry is so bad and why it must change... and all these people are listening to him, nodding, saying, "Yes, of course, that's true, I agree, you're right," until suddenly he finishes up by saying, "So that's why I have to go hunt down the CEO and shoot him dead," and all the people who thought they agreed with everything he said up til then recoil and gasp in shock and revulsion, and suddenly realize this person who thought like them and seemed so reasonable and agreeable is actually an evil murderous maniac who they want nothing to do with.
I just can't see how it came to this for him.