I listened to TMS Day Six for the trial.
When Jerry Holeman testified about the search RA said something a couple times. Now while we can never know exactly the way another person's mind works in any given situation, RA's words are interesting in the context of what was going on and being said to him at the time he spoke them, IMO.
The first time Holeman approached RA saying, (paraphrasing) we're going to try and be careful as we search, but if something gets damaged during the search there's a form you can fill out to get reimbursement to fix it.
RA answered, " It doesn't matter. It's over."
The RA asked, (paraphrasing) where his wife was, did they arrest her? Holeman replied that she couldn't use the bathroom at the house because of the search, she went to her work to use the bathroom. Do you want me to bring you there to her?
RA answered, "It doesn't matter. It's over."
The conversation that was occurring each time, once about damage to his home and another about being with his wife are two very important things in a person's life...home and family.
I must say his choice of words do not sound, IMO, like what an innocent man would be saying who was just told his home was in danger of possible damage or his wife had actually removed herself to another place at what was I'm sure a very stressful situation.
I think if being an innocent person in such a situation, I'd be saying, yeah I'd sure appreciate if you didn't damage stuff, this is my home! Or I'd want to call my spouse to make sure they were ok. If they had taken my phone away (for the search) I'd ask to use someone's phone to call my spouse or take him up on the ride and be with my spouse.
Very out of place and pessimistic choice of words, for an innocent man, in that situation.
"It doesn't matter. It's over." What was all over in his mind and why?
All of this is just my opinion.