So, do you think he lied to Wala and planned all along to take them across the creek to rape and kill them?
I think that RA is no one-dimensional character. Not some normal guy who suddenly decided to be outrageous. I think RA has
always been skeevy, he just kept it in check that day. And something
that day made RA stop self-regulating. He went there angry, he went there with intention.
IMO no one forces two little girls to undress without sexual intentions. Forcing them to undress
is SA and it's important to remember that SA comes in myriad, all-awful ways. We don't know what he did or didn't do to those little girls. To them, in front of them, what his detailed intention was or whether he achieved it.
I think RA was scrubbing his confession. For example, saying he made sure they were dead because he "didn't want them to suffer". But if you break that down, his attempt to make himself look not so bad, actually makes him worse. He didn't care about their suffering, he didn't render first aid, call an ambulance;
he watched them die, watched them bleed out. Subhuman. For all we know,
that was the sexual payout for him. Power, control.
"I thought they were older." IMO again scrubbing his own history. Pretending he wouldn't have ordered them down the hill if he knew their ages. He doesn't want to be known as a baby killer, baby SAer. It's not about the truth, for him, IMO, it's about repackaged it so it doesn't look so bad. Even though it's all awful, all ugly.
I don't know why Abby we redressed. Maybe he did he let her go, whether he did or didn't plan to. Maybe he did it so she's think he was going to let her go. If she cooperated.
Think about that. He may have told her to redress, then told her to lie down, if she moved, he'd kill Libby. I suspect he used several threats to force their cooperation.
But he was disorganized from the start, his thinking was disorganized, IMO. Ill-conceived, poorly executed, possible only because he had a gun. Which he used to manipulate, threaten, terrify.
If we could get in his head, which I don't recommend, I think we'd see that RA is a chronically weak man, subject to domineering women on whom he's dependent but also profoundly resents. I think we'd see that his sexual proclivities are way outside the bound of acceptable.
I do think he was interrupted and didn't fulfill his entire fantasy, whatever it was, but murder, that was going to happen regardless. He knew he couldn't leave survivors.
JMO